kaes firstly u have NO idea how much i screwed up..
*urgh* omg i had five judges and dey asked me about internal security..o.O
and obviously being me i had absolutely No idea what it meant so i asked tt alex guy..erm...what do u mean by internal security?!!!*urgh* i asked my interviewer a question!*gawd* that is like the first rule in the book! kaes so never mind after i gave him (as i find) quite a reasonable answer he questioned me on isn't it possible for the government to use it to their own advantage and i was like "why would the government do that/the governament are the people voted in by the citizens of the country because they are trusted by the people that they will take care of them"...o..k..lol.and the onli thing they replied to my answer was..."u trust the government a lot dont u"...rite..*dies*
ok next part ram asks me(concerning the internal security thing as well) he said:"but don't you think it is unfair that the people takes away who they suspectfrom their families" and i was like but if the government has a reasonable reasoning that the families should understand becuz firstlt the families must also realise that they cannot only think about their own individual selves but must also think of other people who live in their country the families must realise it is for the safety of the country and people had to depend on one another to survive...(wad crap is that man!!!) okso they were like...rite... and so they asked me whether how i wld be able to commit to the programme if i haf so many other commitments outside of debate and i was like " yes i would have absolutely no problems committing myself as i put debate and my studies in front of everything else.." ok...i swear that wasnt realli much of a lie. ok so anyway overall they asked me LOADS n LOADS of question most of which weren't exactly related to my personal statement as all the other debaters told me they wld refer mostly to my personal statement*grrrrr* THANKS A LOT...god...so pissed wif myself...aiyah freaks sake lah foung out A LOT of people applied for junior DEP so they might be doing elimination..ok...yeah so theoratically i can say bye to DEP..and just go baq to normal debating life with NO programme...*crap**crap*crap*
argh...ok anyways NEVER MIND i have decided to get over with it and just let it go...n if lady luck is wif me hopefulli i'll get in..if not i noe y..
