Saturday, August 27, 2005
been a crazy crazy crazy 10 days.
fell sick, became a nanny,gained weight, screwed up tests.
and the story goes on.
yawn.
did my chinese work till 3am last night feeling super tired now.
but oh what the heck.
:/ need to mug reall badly im literally screwing up everything possible.
gosh this sucks big time.
oh and we found out that we finally got clearance for our trip to new york next year for NHSMUN
woohoo guess what, debaters may not be allowed to go.
*stabs myself* cuz of JGs .
damn annoyed.my gosh WHY WHY WHY.
i've never been to new york before!this is so bloody unfair.
-groan
heh sang for dom's wedding this morning,
she looked super pretty!:D haha
something else interesting about the wedding,
she had bagpipes!:D is that cool or is that cool.
lol.
n germaine said smth very wise.
grin.
"you go to a wedding not to find your own wedding"
hehh.
anyway the past few days have been really hectic.
it was ahpa's birthday and al's birthday.
sigh and i still havent bought their presents =X.
grin.
anyhow not really very much in a mood to blog. just want to sleep real badly.
sigh.
aiming for below 15 points for end years at least.
but lookin at my work i highly doubt i can even get below 30.
roar.
dead tired.
and i need to go running.
been pigging like mad.sigh.
anyhow,
one more week and im gonna officially a year older.
things i need to do within the week.
1.get some SLEEP.
2.start exercising again.
3.finish harry potter( shut up i just got the bk on thursday)
4.study SS and physics
5.buy ahpa's,al's and teachers' day presents.
6.prepare confirmation stuff
7.finish all my bloody homework
8.geography project!!!
9.watch "bewitched"!
10.fulfill everything on the stupid list!
cheero!
to sammii:
heyy heyy hold up yeaps?:D cant wait to see you in a month's time.
even though i'll be having my exams during then haha but yea.
cant wait.and take care and dont worry so much!chill relax yea?
and if you really have to find another boyfriend, please pick one
where it wont result you waking me up at 4am because something happen,
and i have to make hot tea for you kae?hahaha :D i love you very much.
and ps. i gotta admit i borrowed some stuff from you.GRIN will put it back,
dont worry! hee.
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
oh yeah personality disc test: im a DC.
and im a superr high D at that grins.
anyhow err schools was okay.
was pretty tired.
and chinese test sucked.
the stupid comprehension questions were so bloody difficult.
im probably gonna flunk it lah and there wont be much of suprise there either.
haha yesterday sailing was super fun!:D
althoughn it was only the three of us: nurul, sham and me.
gabriel isaac and hongrui went along too.
haha the winds were super shiok.
yeapp!and ehh jiao lian was an idiot lah
"hua jia!hike out!bu yong pa!bu hui capsize de"
basically telling me to hike out on my run down and that i wont capsize.
AHAHAHA very funny ah!
i capsized..=.="
and he sped off..idiot you know.
anyhow, after trg went with nurul and sham to carrefour at ps. to get sham's shorts
in the end no stock..=.="
haha so we ended up wandering around and taking lots of neoprints!
haha :D
had funn though.
anyhow i wanna quickly get home and catch onetreehill...cheerroo!
:D
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Monday, August 15, 2005
i simply detest animation.
roar.
at aep now.
haha sigh going crazy and my eyes are tearing.
super tired.
been staying up the past few nights to study.
seriously need to sleep early tonight or i'll seriously zonk out from sleep deprivation.
going crazy.
anyhow gtg for assumption mass!
cheerroo.
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Monday, August 08, 2005
forget it.
its over.
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thank you to
evelyn and
uni.
and thank you gill.
and gill;
im so sorry for being a total bitch.
im so sorry.i really am.
i feel like such an idiot honestly.
and i wldnt have realised it totally if not for evelyn and uni.
i thank you so much seriously.
so much for me being a friend i was more like an idiot who was so totally blind.
and if anything.
please call.so that i can find some way to compensate for what i did.
never in my life had i felt so dumb blind stupid.
or anyting else im so sorry.
and i really hope you'll forgive me.
evelyn:
you're just the idiot i used to hate whom i now love more than sour skittles lol.
and without you seriously i wld still be half blind.
seriously; you rock.
uni:
im so sorry for whatever shit you had to go through.
and im so sorry being such a bitch as well man.
if anyhing just ask and i'll give it to you man.
and you rock my world.especially during chinese :D.
to uni and evelyn:
TMR PLEASE!SERENE centre?
i need it.
and i'll be armed with chocolates..or an alternative would be baby carrots
-grin.
anyhow.
watched "the island" just now.
it was DAMN good.
and i liked the company i was in too (:
i basically had genuine fun in a real looonnnggg time.
and you know what.
its time for a change seriously.
oh and being sun-burnt HURTS.
so baddd.
and pesta sukan results sucked
got 52nd out of 68.
but who really cares.
there really is more to life.
and furthermore i just realised something else.
why bother reading trashy books when im living in one myself.
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
they tell me your life's been way offline;
you're falling to pieces everytime,
and i dont need no carrying on*sighh pesta sukan regatta today.
its been about exactly a month since my last competition;
and hahaha i suspect that i aint gonna do very well
havent exactly been at my best.
yawwnn.
last night honours' day was actually a pretty long drag.
but okay lah wasnt as long as i expected it to be.
and damn the indonesian scholars were good :D.
hmm...
oh yeah on thursday, we had CME and it was hilarious!
ms chye was telling us about "single dating"
haha she brings in 4 stuff toys, passes the toys to four girls
and gets them to each hold the one they like most.
she then says to each one,"is there any other toy you like other than the one you're holding now?"
and every girl except grace says yes and points to a toy that another girl is holding.
so after asking them she turns around and goes;
"it is exactly the same as dating girls, why settle for one, limit your choices when there are so many others to choose from"
basically the message she explained later was,
1.why commit yourself to one guy, when you can two/three-time him and open up your choices?
*bangs head against the wall* hahahaha
next part of the lesson she wrote out three scenarios of a date with your boyfriend.
1.go for a movie alone.
2.go for a fmily/friend's barbecue
3.go for a
LONELY walk around the park at
NIGHT.haha yeap.
she wrote in bold for "lonely" and "night"
haha and she asked us to discuss which date shld we go on.
so she asked clara and clara was like " number 3, a LONELY walk around the park at NIGHT"
and ms chye was like"what?!"
haha then clara went on to explaining that out of all the coices this was the best as it would allow both the guy and girl time to talk to one another.
so ms chye went on to talk about the dangers and yada..
and so it ended up with this
"but girls your are alone what if he approaches you and want to kiss you?"
then we laugh and say turn your face away lah!DUH.
then she went "no!you must run away and scream!cuz he'll try again, and when you run away ah, dont scream -rape- scream 'FIRE!' cuz if not people wont come and help one haha cuz they can say where got rape!but fire ah, very big!"
hahahahah :D grin i love ms chye.
and so she went on to saying about how if the guy ran after us we turn around and kick him in the part where it would hurt most and run off.
hahahaha doesnt CME just rock?
:D
anyhow gotta go prepare for competition!cheeerrrrooo (:
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Friday, August 05, 2005
ROAR>
im gonna be late for honours day.
*runs*
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