Saturday, July 31, 2004
wheee
haha im sewing!
lol believe it or not!
im sewing!(:
lol.i hafta.
cuz my ballet teache4r will kill me if i dont quickly sew on my ribbons haha.
(X
yeah,.
eventful day today.
had ballet.went for brekky wif marian.
had tap dance.
talked to farah and marian.
went for dep with michelle and al.
had dep.
lol spar.
i was prop 3rd.
my structure sucked.
(:
oh.
n today i recieved another extremely weird message.
which said.
"hi can i get to know you".
seriously.
are all singaporean children THAT socially deprived?!
yes,
lol came back home.
washed up and everything.
went to church.
then went to ness party with gen.
lol.
yeah.
(:
lalalalal
sew
sew
sew
(: i noe how to sew!
(X
and i never took home ec!@!@!
` repeat-
i'm perfectly fine
>.<
everyone stop saying i lost weight cuz i didnt!
>.<>
my mom is soon thinking again im becoming anorexic
omg.
` repeat-
Friday, July 30, 2004
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your doorI
hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
I'm ...
There's so many times
I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
hee one of my all-time fav songs(:
anyways i better go sleep.
very tired and having a headache again.
nitey(X
tata
--val
` repeat-
wheee
(: just got back from church!
lol met loads of ppl.
(:
vanessa.melissa.choir ppl.
(:.wheee haha.
yeah ok mass was pretty good.
lol choir wasnt that bad either(X
oh
bought the st.iggy's shirt.
(: haha.
i bought male size small.(:
lol they had no more ladies cut shirts!lol
yeah.
so the shirt looks exceptionally long.
HAHA.(:
boink.
saw mel.lol
first thing she said.
" why am i not suprised u're wearing berms"
ok.so layter after mass talking to joyce and mel AGAIn.
yes so joyce was like "exactly what do they mean by formal attire?"
and mel replies while staring at me.
"formal attire means NO berms"
and i was like...=.=..
lol
whats wrong with wearing berms!
:P lol
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lol tuition just ended.
ladeedah.
eating an early dinner.
cuz i hafta go to church layter.
lol.
and i just realised what a huge vege freak i am.
lol..
i love all vege except bittergourd.
and i've literally eaten half the plate of vege my maid cooked for the family.
(:
` repeat-
*sniff sniff*.
my nose.
*sniff*
laadeedahhh boreddd.
just read geog tb.
:P
` repeat-
i am home early again!(:
and lol smart me.
i forgot to go vote for sailing elections.
lol o wells never mind.
:P
yeah.last night.
well i ended up crying myself to sleep.
humm..nt exactly the smartest thing to do.
but if u read my last entry for yesterday u'd understand that i cldnt take it anymore and well my only way of getting over it was crying.
so yea.
im so full from recess.
that i've decided to eat ice-cream for lunch.
LOL.
cuz if i dont eat..then i'll have gastric again.
so yeah.-boink-.
eee
now i feel all sicky from ice-cream.
i hate it.
-blegh-.
only reason y i ate it cuz there's so much in my freezer.
*sigh.*
i dont understand y ppl like ice-cream so much.
>.<.
oh.
and i have a slight headache.
yes.
oh! got my chinese CA back.
got 27/50 LOL.
i passed..haha scrapped thru.
lol
but what do u expect from last minute studying
(:
lol for zao ju.not suprisingly i got 1.
haha :P
yeah.
i actually listened during geog and math today.
damn proud of myself(:
and i realised that
since i've been half-asleep the whole week at skl.
i have about absolutely NO idea whatsoever
on what Mrs tan has taught us.
lol.
seriously.
so now i have to teach myself..
3chapters.
lol..im so dead.haha
(:
Thankfully.
Mr Teh hu rocks my socks.
explained everything to us again.
since half the class still couldnt get it(:
and i've finally got it!
now all i need is more practise.
and i shld be fine(:
math CA on wednesday...
(X
lalala.
i attempted sweeping the class today as well.
lol
and i've decided that i can
NEVER be a housewife.
lol.SERIOUSLY.
when i sweep.
the floor looks like what it was before.
when mel.meiqi.jaslyn sweeps it look so clean.
lol im such a failure (:
oh!
n Ms Ratulangi said that i've improved since semester 1!
LOL HAHA she says that my desk looks a LOT neater
(:
heehee.
cuz she looked from the right angle(:
if she took out everything..and found all my models and papers stuck behind all squashed up.
lol i think she'll sign me up for a course on how to teach me to be neater.
lol(:.
-saved!-
haha
(:.the squashed papers under my table during semester 1.
-broad grin-
mY table(:
well..aint i organised?!haha.
my mess on the floor!(:
haha
i like rock lah!
(:
later gtg to church.
-boink-
--val
` repeat-
Thursday, July 29, 2004
*urgh*
my mom is being so freaking annoying!
and she calls me grumpy!
OH FOR GOD'S SAKE!
she wanted me to help her scan in my sister's document.
so she could have just left it at home today for me to scan for her right/
NO
she MUST act smart go and bring the freaking document with her to work.
and she couldnt find a freaking scanning service.
OBVIOUS
for god's sake computer shops do NOT provide such services lah.
stop acting smart and everything.
for god's sake.
im ur freaking daughter.
JUST FREAKING TRUST ME TO DO IT
lah.
so i came back home.
looked for the F***ing document around the place.
called her.
and she said she brought it down.
so obviously i cannot scan in right.
ok now im going to sleep soon cuz i dont wanna be sleeping in class tmrw.
and what does she do.
call me to tell me to stay awake for her to come home.
then i scan in the document and send over.
for F*** sake lah!
u think im what?!
superwoman?!
i need sleep too!
for god's sake/
and so i told her that i couldnt stay up.
and she get s all angry and pissy.
and starts scolding me for being a
shit younger sister hu doesnt want to help my older sis.
and for being f***ing irreponsible.
and whatever crap lah.
for petes sake lah!
if u couldnt trust me with the f***ing document which i wld have gladly helped u scan in seeing how free i was today the document wld now prolly be saving my sisters grades.
but NO.
DONT
DONT F***ING TRUST UR DAUGHTER>
and scold her in the end.
becuz she's an f***ing normal human being hu needs to sleep.
shit lar./
i dont deserve this.
for god' sake lah.
i need sleep.
i dont want to sleep at 11-12 plus AGAIn
like the last time when all of a sudden when i was about to sleep at 2230 my mom made me send documents to her.
please lah.
this is pure CRAP
Y.
Y CANT U JUST TRUST I"LL SCAN IN THE FREAKING DOCUMENT>
shit latr.
its damn stupid.
i REFUSE to stay up.
i dun give a shit.
im gonna go slp now.
if she decides that the f***ing document is so f***ing impt that i hafta wake up at 11 plue just to scan it in.
FINE i will
but dont f***ing scold me
when i dont listen in class.
or fall sick.
cuz its ur FAULT
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lol since im bored.
i just realised that i didnt put up any racial harmony day pictures!
(:
lol so here goes 2.
lol courtesy to alessa n sherry for the pics too!(:
ahahah! the egoqueens(:
alessa and me! wahahaha we rock!
group!((:
lol sherry.van.me.char.
lol and dont ask me what i was wearing cuz i have NO idea
lol
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honestly
im rather lost.
i dont noe what to do.
i cant stop thinking about
it
sucks.
cuz i noe no matter what i do
nth will ever change
becuz of the current situation.
and i will prolly end up
feeling how i did the other time.
im lost.
` repeat-
skl today was ok i guess.
i was really sleepy.
and i still am.
i think im really sleep-deprived.
)X.
yeah ok.so we had PE in the end.
didnt rain.
played softball.
I was the runner lolx.
got a few home runs.
!wahahahah.
lol.
yeah ok.
but my legs were aching after that.i mean imagine being the runner for like...10 times?!?!
lol yes.
EP was ok.
viewed what we had filmed so far.
my reputation is gone.
i swear.
):
lol yea
then had english.
lol.my group was well..
cheesey!haha
geog..was..err.
i think i better not comment but do loads of self study instead.
:P.yeah.
stayed back for aep!
im done with my letterhead.my envelope.my logo.my namecard!
shiok!
lol now i have to start on packaging(:
yepps
cant wait(:
tmrw's the last day of the week!
wheee happiness!
lol.this was a tiring week.
had 3 CAs.one test.and i suffered from sleep-depriation.
sneezes.coughs.
and oh! i had gastric again today.
ladeedahh.
i didnt mean to miss lunch.
but i was full from recess!
so.yeah.
then got gastric at about 3.40?
went to go eat sandwich!
and now im full.
heh(:
u see im actually quite capable at taking care of myself afterall!
heehee.
yupps.
knocking on heaven's door*
--val
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
this is bad.
im starting to feel dizzy...
and..
k nvm..
maybe i just need sleep.
ok..i really feel dizzy.
someone please tell me im not falling sick again.
i cannot bear to dose down another bottle of cough syrup.
shit
i CANNOT FALL SICK!.
dammit.
k never mind.
i better go sleep soon.
kae let me list out the recent signs i've been having on how im gonna be sick soon.
1.tuesday- sneezing like mad. used a LOT of tissue.
(and its impossible that i was sneezing cuz someone was thinking of me unless the person is thinking too much of me!)
2.today- coughing during AEP
3.today-dizzy.dizzy.dizzy.
4.felt like puking at KFC.
hahaha.
rocks lar.
dont u just admire me.
im so damn capable at not being able to take care of myself
and falling sick,.
-diao=-
i SO need to sleep.
tata nite.
--val
` repeat-
i need sleep.
i have a toothache.
my back is pain like mad.
i
seriously need sleep.
oh.
and i think i studied too much today.
all i have in my mind now.
is chinese words.their meanings.their hanyupinyin.
sux.
)X
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chinese CA was ok i guess.
im screwed up lah.
haiz.forgot loads of stuff.
nvm.
i guess for last min studying it wasnt too bad.
skl was..
well boring.i spent the whole day studying chinese.
went to support track n field after that.
WRONG choice.
rain.stop.rain.stop.
so u see IJ girls running in and out.
yes.
and i was drenched.
):
yeah.
oh was coughing in AEP today as well.
ladeedahh.
and now im sorta having a headache and aint feeling too good.
i think i need sleep.
yeah.
better sleep early tonight.
or tmrw..i haf no idea what will happen.
):
..humm..interesting...
i think there's someone posing as my mom on my tagboard.
either that..or my mom noes my blog.
but that is close to impossible.
so yes.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
*ugh*
rather annoyed with my mom.
i told her that i fell asleep during my lit paper today and was unable to finish.
and all she could say was like
"how can u fall asleep during ur CA?'
i mean.
its obvious.
i was THAT tired.
maybe if she tried to understand i'd feel a LOT better.
-sigh-
anyways im gonna go do last min revisiona nd go sleep.
so this will prolly be
my last entry for today.
tata
nitey-
--val
` repeat-
lol.
not feeling down or anything.
just feeling rather lost.or well.just thinking about smth.
which i have no intentions of blogging about on the world wide web.
so yes.
(X.
better go study soon.
` repeat-
funkylicious
got back from sailing at 8.34 pm.
humm.sailed byte.
oh.
yes for lit ca today/
i fell asleep half way thus i didnt finish my paper.
sucked lah.
i cant believe myself.but i really couldny control myself.
was too freaking tired.
haiz.
yeah got my math test back.passed.
got a 16/25.
sucks i noe.but i actually passed.
lol.
yeah
sailing was damn annoying today.
since there was no wind at first we ended up sitting in the freaking classroom.
for 40 mins.
listening to an annoying bitch talk about rules.
she was really really bitchy and i couldnt help but talk back to her and correct her.
cuz she was annoying the hell out of me.
so the wind picks up a little.
we go out to see.
i sailed byte
humm.went out to sea
had some problems.
i had forgotten to tighten my outhaul and kicker.
god i rock man.
lol yes so after that i run into some trouble cuz well
im not exactly really good at light wind sailing.
and suprisingly.
we were doing starts and upwind downwind today.
so yes.
for the first start..
everyone started like...1.5mins before me.
SUCKED lah.
second one..well
had a pretty nice start.
one peoblem.i was panicking my head off for this one.
cuz.
there was a freaking lizard on my lifejack.
and my coach refused to let me jump into the water.
so how.
val sails WITH the lizard on the back of her lifejack.
and i kept screaming lol.
cuz i was damn scared it wld crawl up my neck.
yeah managed to get it off.
how?
i hiked out like maddd!!!
lol.yes thats how.i hiked out until i was on the verge of falling off.
=.=
did pretty ok got 4/5?
yeah third one.
my start was initially pretty ok.
then dunno what the hell i was doing made a stupid tack crashed into the later boats.
and guess what..i ended up as the last as well.
sucked lah.
):
gobbled my dinner pretty quickly too.
was starved.):
lol
cuz all i ate was like this small slice of pizza and wafer
for lunch.
lol
-boink-
oh!oh!oh!
lol and i owe loads of thanks to mark.
haha/wanna noe y.
go read the testimonial he just gave me.
lol.
i owe him big time man.
(X
oh and tmrw's chinese/
im screwed!
pray for me people!
--val
` repeat-
Monday, July 26, 2004
haha guess hu's yahoo has started work agaiN!
(: i've got a temperamental computer!
haha(:
meanwhile lol.
val is playing around poking pins into her hair.
haha(:
lol.and i just realised how staright my hair is,
eeeeeeee
):
lol haha.
shall go study and go sleep by..
errr..
2230?
yea.
(:
then i'll stay awake tmrw.
oh!oh!oh!
and everyone BETTER pray for me.
tmrw i have sailing.
byte..AGAIN.
im so gonna die.
haix.
nvm,lets just hope there's no strong currents and strong winds.
if not..
i have no idea what will happen.
(:-grins
lolx i changed my frenster pic.
ahahahahah.
(:
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im
dying
of
boredom.
i
need
my
msn
back
wails.
sobs.
im
boreddddd
somebody
saveeeeeeeeee
meeeee
i
dont
care
how
u
do
it
just
saveeeeee
meeee
just
save
save
come
on
i've
been
waiting
lol
i
dont
noe
the
rest
HAHA.
(X.
boredom...
boredom..
boredom..
i
dun
wanna
study
*pouts*
i've
been
studying
so
much..
im
now
feeling
ultra
lazy.
` repeat-
Build me up buttercup(:
Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, babyJust to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you stillI need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then (bah dah dah)
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again
(Hey, hey, hey!)
Baby, baby, try to find(Hey, hey, hey!)
A little time, and I'll make you happy(Hey, hey, hey!)
I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you stillI need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin
'You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup,don't break my heart
You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah dah dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but
I love you stillI need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart
I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup,
don't break my heart
` repeat-
i've found my Prince Charming!(:
ahhhh
-faints-
lolx i've just seen the cutest guy on Planet Earth!
lolxx oh mY gosh(:
lol..*faints*
i've decided to make him my prince charming!lol
he had about the most gorgeous eyes EVER.
they were big and gorgeous SERIOUSLY.
*ahhh*
lolx oh and he's not singaporean lol he's jap.
(X
he and his frens were speaking in jap.
lolx seriously
he's just *whoaaa*
lol haha man im so terrible.
lol.
but i wasnt staring at him!
i was just
noticing his good looks.
cuz i was standing right infront of him.
*batts eyes*
-grins
lol i think i have a thing for jap looking guys haha.
wheeeee.
lolx.but imagine.
Jap guy,big eyes.
X)
lol he seriously looked like he popped out of a REALLY GOOD anime.
hha.
im terrible man.
lolx
anyways he shall be my prince charming.(:
lol heehee.
oh.science CA sucked.
im gonna flunk.
i totally forgot everything.
oh! and guess what
mr teh decided to give us a math test as well.
which im gonna flunk as well.
my graph work sucks nuts.
):
oh and lolx im affirmative.
ms shanthi still cannot remember my name.
lol after 1 and a half years!
haha funny funny.
(:
oh oh oh and i got new booties!
(:..they're rather ugly though.
but oh wells..
what do i expect.
(X/
*boink*
--val
` repeat-
Sunday, July 25, 2004
haiz o wells nvm.
if i'm not meant to communicate.
lolx i guess i wont.
im such a screwed up case.
not done with studying yet.
and i wanna sleep soon.
haiz.i need ur prayers people.
kinda sux.
);
no form of communication.asides my phone.
since the yahoo thing now says my username is invalid as well.
):
i still haf science to study.
i still haf geog to do.
and well.
i need to blab this alll outtt at gilly goat and uni
y the two of them?
lolx THAT i dont noe either lols.
haix.
I've got it all, but I feel so deprivedI go up,
I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that
I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
[Chorus]
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting moreI've got the time
and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing,
I'm searching for something that's missing
[repeat chorus]
i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
.
[repeat chorus x2]
(:
--val
i guess now if u wanna say anything msg me or tag!lol and i'll find a way to reply..hahahaah
i noe! friendster!haha
` repeat-
*pouts*
lolx.
its either im not meant to talk to any of u poeple online.
or its just that god wants me to concentrate on my work
lolx.
but now my yahoo is down as well.
>.<.
it now says my username is invalid.
LOL.
im not meant to chat.
*ahhhh*
);.lolx
` repeat-
>.<.
better start studying soon.
im hardly prepared for tmrw's ca.
and im not done with my lit essay yet.
>.<.
bad bad bad badddd.
oka nd im feeling rather guilty for smth i did.
lolx
sux lah.
went to prem's hse today to do eng project.
we're done!
haha very retarded though
lolx
say cheese for cheeze!
lolx(:.
cheeze is the camera's name.(:
ok.so yes
cantored at 8.15am mass today.
lolx made a few mistakes here and there.
humm.
yeah.
soon i'll be bouncing off to go bathe.
then i'll bounce back in to do my lit essay.
then i'll bounce back into my science tb in hope of absorbing some stuff.
(:.
oh man.i've got so much work to do!.
my aim today- sleep by at least 10.30pm.
im so tired.
past week i've been sleeping at like 0030-0045.
im on the verge of falling sick still.
and well.
im seriously
sleep-deprived.
i REALLY need some sleep
oh..and filming pics are out.
my gawd.how embarrassing can my life get.
i have no more reputation left!
oh.and today i walked past a girl.
hu was in the lab when that nasty person said the insulting stuff on fri.
and well.
once i walked past her.
the only thing that came to my mind was
"are u shure u're still in aep?!"
haix.i guess it's gonna have to take longer than 2 days to fullt get over that incident.
oh.st.iggy's feastday is in. 1 week time!(:
next week is church carnival.
i'll be doing henna.
(:.
oh!and its exactly 42 days more to my burfdae!
(:
-grins-.
ok.so that makes it like.
a lot closer to the exams..
=.=..
*diao diao diao*
y does everything good have some bad to it.
*pouts*.
oh! and i've asked my mom about the AEP trip!
(:.yay she allows me to go Cambodia!
(: wahaahahha.
so happy.
anyways i betta go bathe so i can go quickly do my work and study.
Monday- science CA.
Tuesday- Literature CA
Wednesday- Chinese CA >.<
next week
fourth august/wed - math.CA.
i seriously need to learn from someone how to be a mugger!
im so slack!
my gawd. i need motivation.
sigh.
(:
--val
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
whoohoo!
just got back from church.
ahahah had a FUN FUN TIME!
lolxx it rocked.
the dance turned out to be perfect(:.
loads of people came up to tell us it was good.
(:
that made my day/
oh and the youth day party ROCKED! lolxx.
seriously.damn damn damn fun.
haha we were all bouncing about and dancing.
(:
wheeee
St.iggy's ROCKS!
lolxx haha yupps.
humm busy busy day today/
screwed up computer as well.
oh
it's been a very dancy day as well.
lol(:
enjoyed myself thoroughly.
lol
ladeedahh.
humm
if only i knew how to fix my MSN.
sighhh.
*the spaces in ur hands were made for it to be filled up by someone elses*
(: got thatt from sarah
lah lah lah.
better get off soon.
will be cantoring tmrw for 8am mass.
i'll need to wake up.
so yes(:
tata
miss u all.
lolxx i'll try to fix my MSN asap.
hehh.
>.<
(:
--val
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Friday, July 23, 2004
val_eriegoh@yahoo.com.sg
hey people.
since my hotmail and MSn is down.
if u need anything or wanna say smth whatever just send to my yahoo account yupps.
thankx(:
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>.<.
i'm TRYING to fix my messenger,
lolx.not working though
HAHA.
(:
` repeat-
humm.
feeling loads better.(:.
thanks loads to everyone.
esp.
evelyn.prema.uni.and everyone hu cared(:/
(lol.and the person hu shld nt be smsing!lol)
yeah anyways what Mrs Chu did exactly
.was well
she was rather rude and insulting to uni and me.
she sorta questioned our abilities of being in AEP.
cuz she din like the poster.
yeah.
she was like "are u sure u're in aep?".
haiz..whatever lah.
was damn pissed.
>.<.
yeah anyways.
was ultra ultra ultra tired today.
and its damn obvious i've been sleeping late i guess.
my tuition teacher came today and the first thing she said was.
"val,u need sleep"
lolxx..hum...are my eye bags THAT bad?!
lolx.
yeah anyways.
geog CA sucked.
):
mapwork sucked.
i studied so hard.
and most of the stuff i studied didnt come out.
*pouts*.
oh yes
and today durin tuition i recieved the weirdest message ever.
it said.
"HI VALERIE CAN MAKE FRENS"
note that it was in capital..
=.=..i think its time to change my number..
it starts to get freaky when the stranger knows ur name.
and u dont..
>.<..if i get at least 2 more of such messages.
lol..i think i'll consider my dad's idea of changing my plan.
lol.hehh.
seriously.its weird.
and i dont like the idea of being known.when
i dont noe the other..
):.
lol.badddd.
i still cant get into MSN.hotmail.
sigh..terrible..and i'v tried the cookies thing already.
);
sux lah.
everything's nt gg right.
but o well.
and i think i better take a nap.
before my eyebags start getting any worse.
...
this is terrible..my life is really messed up.
*urgh*.
but oh wells.
i guess this IS life afterall.
(:.
oh and yes everyone.im feeling better..just really tired.
so my thoughts are rather messed up as well.
sleep.
sleep.
sleep.
all i need is loads of sleep.
>.<.
now i need to find time to sleep firstly.
(:
haix.i loveeee all friends.
dont ask me y i said that
lolxx i just feel like saying that haha.
oh no..): connie-chi-wah!!!lol.
i want a hug!lol.
and i want to pinch savie's cheeks.
haha(: so cute.lol *boink*.
--val
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im pissed. im
very pissed
i really wish she rots and dies and suffers her deserved retribution.
to be in her profession one is supposed to be understanding and encouraging.
i dont see her doing that at ALL.
i cant stand her.
i REALLY hate her!
*argh*
she spoilt my WHOLE day./
seriously.
she made me cry./
she hurt me mentally.
she hurt me in every possible way
oh AND YES! i AM in AEP.
bitch..
i hate her sooooo darn much
if not for her i wldnt have said a single F word today.
i really really really wish i never helped her.
i want an apology from her
cuz I AM in the right.
all her "im just being frank"can go and bury itself six feet under.
seriously.
she was so insensitive.
the rudeness she showed.
*urgh*
i just cried and cried and started getting all vulgar.
>.<
i didnt deserve any freaking thing she said about me.
what is her problem.
*urgh*
go and dieeee.
*URGH*
no matter what! dont give a shit about ur status.
im a STUDENT i KNOW
dont care about what u are
i hAVE my freedom of speech as well!
*urghhhh*.
I AM IN AEP LIKE IT OR NOT
AND GUESS WHAT I GOT AN A1 FOR IT
so DONT COME AND ABUSE UR stupid STATUS!
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i think im gonna give up in 10 mins.
so tired.
cant take it anymore.well.
at least i've revised some of it.
and roughly noe whats gg on.
tmrw wake up memorise definitions.
look through TB one last time.
hopefully i'll do fine.
>.<
haix,
sux lah.
tmrw i hafta do light prac.
screw it lah.im prolly gonna take hours to finish.
):.
humm..getting grumpy..
i think im sleepy..haix.
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Thursday, July 22, 2004
-am i living each day.
-just for the sake of living it.haizz..
just got back from church.
humm the dance is coming along well.
lolxx its on saturday.
i just hope that most of the youths decide not to turn up.
*hehh*(:/
anyways.
thanks to ssoo much dancing i've got two more blisters on my big toe.
lol hehh.
oh and im thoroughly exhausted.
now im still stuck wif studying geog.
which i obviously have NOT finished studying,.
*pouts*.
i HATE geog..
):.
n i dont understand most of it.
even though i've been trying my best to listen in class.
haix.
just my luck i guess.
):.
haiz..i guess i'll be burning the midnight oil again.
cant be helped..i wanna do well.
haiz.sucks lah.
cant wait for saturday..
oh no! make that i cant wait for november.
we're having an AEP overseas trip to cambodia(:.
for 6 days 5 nights.
well at least there's smth to look forward to after all this hassle.
(:.
haiz...making myself feel optimistic aint working very much.
):..oh
and my MSN is still nt working.
i think its gotta do wif my cookies..
maybe i'll go call singnet tmrw.
.haiz
at the rate im gg i'm confirm flunking the CA/
-rahh-.
this sux.
i have no idea what im gonna do next yr when there's more pressure piled up.
dammit.im such a screwed up case/
>.<.
sigh.i better study.AGAIN.
>.<.haiz..n tmrw study chinese..
nitey.
--val
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*urgh* forget it i9m gonna flunk tmrw lah.
tried to study.
ended up falling asleep.
-rahh- and now i have to rush off for church practice.
whats wrong with me!.
so freaking annoying.
-urgh-
of all times for me to nt be able to control my eyelids.
its geog CA! >.<.
and now i've got a sniffy and block nose.
this day cannot get worse..
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lolxx ok b4 i study let me blog some quotes(:.
"a genius of omission"
"i have opinions of my own.STRONG opinions of my own but i don't always listen to them."
"truth is understanding the different viewpoints"
"nothin ever grows well under the shade of a big tree"
(; anyways i better study(: tata!.
--val
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-boink-.lol. yet again im back from skl early!(:
lol ok anyways.,
skl was boring..esp. english..n well alessa kept throwing stuff at me to get me to wake up =.=..
oh and after being able to escape from PE for three weeks.
my class finally had PE today.
not to my enjoyment though..
so irritating!
lolxx the freaking rain clouds were like hovering over us.
one problem.they refused to drop a single drop of rainwater.
>.<.
so we had PE..played
softball.
i insist that i comment that it aint actually that soft.
-rah-.
ok so yes.as everyone shld noe by now.
i AM a klutz.
lolx ok so we were practising throws since we havent had PE since the ending of May.
and lucky me!
lol eunice managed to throw the stupid "soft"ball right at my arm!.
and of course being me immediately i mouthed.
-f**k-
and lucky me.my PE teacher was like standing at my partener's right side and saw me mouth the word.
>.< its not my fault! i mean i cldnt control myself!.
it was a sudden reaction.
*pouts* so now im prolly black-marked.
ok so never mind.had recess...humm.lol.
somehow or another it must have been my "lucky" day
bought my food.
and half of it was spoilt-blegh-.
but nvm.lolxx wasnt intending to finish it.
so bought malt candy.
hummm...it was like melted.sriously! it was like liquid.
so ok.since i eat rather slowly.
it dropped on my hand..so sticky. ):.
ok.so nvm..had EP..then had double eng n single geog.
after that wanted to go do my science prac after skl.
cuz i badly need to do my light prac.
i suck so badly at it.
but the sec4's were using the lab i needed so..o well.
oh and i wanted milo from the vending machine.
i inserted 60 cents.
and well.pressed to stupid button..
n my milo never came out ):.
-bleghhh-.
awful awful day.
so anyways went to go eat prawn mee with evelyn after that.
haix..
oh yes.
and for the most of the day i was walking aroung skl like a dead log.
was soooo tired.
my gawd.
OH! and *urgh* i stayed up until 12.30 last night to finish the freaking essay and guess what,
my english teacher didnt collect it!!!!!
-rahh- what a waste of my effort man!.
>.<.
todays eng CA was rather bad as well.
didnt have enough time.so in a bid to finish the paper i was scribbling nonsense for the second passage,
):.
sux lah.
tmrw i have my geog CA.next week i have my chinese ,math CA.and science CA
oh god..
i think im gonna be doing really badly this yr.
>.< at the rate im going i shldnt be thinking about double science man..
i think i'm gonna end up doing the exact combo i DONT wanna do.
-rahh-.
so unfair.
it was such an awful day.haix ..
*sigh*.
im still so tired.
but i badly need to study my geog and chinese.
cuz i really really really wanna do well for geog.
cuz seriously.without it my average is gonna bring me no where.
):.
oh man..im so tired;
i badly need sleep.
sigh..and i g2g to church later again for rehersal.
*yawn*.
haiz..
--val
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
i want my MSN back!!!.
-rahhh-.
shall i sleep early tonight?
(:...lol..nah!
haha.
*boink* im falling sick
wahahahahahha was coughing in class.
lol.my partner's falling sick too!.
wahahahha
im mad..lol.
(X.
*boink*
i think im rather boreddddd....
>.<.
haiz..nvm worse come to worse i'll go study and do my geog.
my gawd.im becoming hardworking.
(:.
oh wait!
i always was!(:
ahahaha.(:.
boredddddd.
oooo..tmrw i must NOT fall asleep in class no matter what CANNOT!.
got loads and loads and loads of
CA's this few weeks as in seriously a LOT!.
>.<.
how terrible...
i'll have to mugg like mad..since i've been sleeping quite a bit in class.
sighhhh
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i am FINALLY home!.
at whatt..9.45 pm?!?!
ok..cuz sailing ended REALLY REALLY LATE.
lolxx so my frens and i missed the 7.15pm bus..
and well..had to wait for the 8.45pm one.
lolxx while waiting we decided to sit at the restaurant.
but of course we had to buy smth rite!
lolxx imagine this.
5 IJ girls.
1 BIG table.
1 plate of fries.5 cups of water.1 cup of ice lemon tea.
haha.
lol(:.we're such cheapskates man!.
:P.
ok anyways. skl was boring as usual.
humm sailing.
ok.wind was strong.wads worse...
current...was....HUGE.
literally!!
\HUGEEEEE!
i SWEAR it was sooo freaking HUGE!.
u shld have seen the number of boats capsizing!./
i capsized twice.
that was bad enuff for me.
-rahhh-.
i drank like what...60 litres of sea water?!?!
got like 40litres in my eyes?!?!
-.-...
oh.and thanks to the first capsize i lost one bootie.
*pouts*.
so i had ONE bootie to sail with.
lolx interesting ehh?..
felt weird though.
when i went back to shore..i was jumping about trying to avoid the rocks.
but it obviously didnt work thanks to the bloody current.s
oh btw.
gg sailing is a VERY effective way of getting rid of ur henna.
and umm...spoiling ur soft hands.
LITERALLY.
yess.>.<.
i have no intentions of sailing a byte next week,
im what u call.
traumatised
and u cant blame me! the current wass wayy way way way way out of my league!.
>.<.i also refuse to do any work tonight.
cuz im ultra ultra tired.
and well..humm.
feeling slightly lazee.
oh.and from august 6 onwards/
training will change to friday cuz we'll be training with coach hu and jeremy.
now lets hope that my chinese will improve/
and that i dont embarrass myself too much.
in front of coach hu.
lol..humm..whats bear away in chinese?!?!
lol.heehee(:.
anyways i g2g eat my dinner now before gastric kills me.
so yes tata.
oh/and people my MSN is STILL not working so yeah.
*boink*.
my shoulder painnnn.
):.
oh yes.and i have a LOT of thank yous esp.to clarissa.
(:.oh and i got hit on the head twice by the boom.
got hit on the forehead once thanks to the bow of the boat,
my right hand was jammed between the trolley and the boat.
lol.
cool ehh.
tmrw's racial harmony day!.
wearing a panjabi suit.
(:.
wheeeee.
lol.*boink*.
--val
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Monday, July 19, 2004
-rahh-.
i still cant get into messenger/hotmail.
):.
o wells.
never mind..i'll try again later.
haix.
*boink*
>.<.
>.<.
>.<.
>.<.
lol..oops im supposed to be at choir prac now.
but what am i doing?.
im at hm.trying to figure out how to solve the stupid msn problem.
):.
sigh never mind.
dont like the conductor anyways.
he sux nuts.
-rahh-.
>.<.
and i have to stop sneezing.
--val
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learnt this artist at aep today,
All my life i have sought the essence of flight,
Don't look for mysteries,
i give you pure joy,
look at the sculptures until you see them,
those nearest to God have seen them. ~brancusi
i'm ultra ultra bored thanks to the stupid MSN.
which is not working cuz of my freaking com.*pouts
*
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*pouts* my MSN is still not working.
):.
sighh.
nvm then i shall blog loads then lolx..
or wells..i cld sit infront of the teavee..
or well study again.
lolxx somehow or another i've been studying a lot recently
(:
so darn proud of myself LOL.
gawd im egoistical(:
muahahah.
ok asides the fact that im rather bored and wld love to be on MSn now chatting my head off
i've got a very very very sniffy nose.
which im afraid is the first sign of me getting sick AGAIn.
lolx.ok if i DO fall sick again.
im gonna scream my head off.
why?.becausee...
1/ this few weeks i have all my CA's and from the number of CA's i missed last semester thx to the number of times i was sick i cant afford to miss anymore.
2/i'll be dying of boredom.literally.
3/ when i recover my homework pile wld be sooo big i prolly wun even be able to come on.
*pouts*
ohkae anyways.
today was well.ok i guess.
lessons were pretty boring in my opinion.
but yea.
aep rox lol(: got another assignement on photoshop this time.
lolxxx.
wheee.
ohkae.so yes.
assembly today was rather funny lol.
yupps.
oh and on wednesday (a.k.a racial harmony day)
im intending to borrow nirasha's clothes.
wheeee haha (:..
happy happy happy *boink*
went to macs just now for lunch and to study for 1 hr.
humm..did one math graph question.
studied a bit of geog.
ATTEMPTED to do chinese.
hehh.,
-boink-
boreddddd.
ssoommmeeebboooddddyyyyy saaavvvvvveeeee meeeee!
(:
--val
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
ok.so now i found out that my account wasnt hacked afterall!
its my bloody freaking comp.
which says that the password/username is invalid.
*rahhh*
so bloody freaking annoying.
*rah rah rah rah rah rah *.
rahhhh! X(
now im all pissed.
cuz i cant check me mail.neither can i get into MSN.
*rah*.
ohkae nvm.
today.
went to do filming at gill's hse.
loads of re-takes!
lol.but never mind.
i dressed-up a LOT.
and the make-up was a LOT.
the hair-do's were interesting lol.
humm..sze and eveyln conditioned my hair for half-an-hr cuz they felt it was too dry.=.=
humm.yes.
clothes.wellll...most were sze's...
humm..nt exactly the kind of stuff u wld see my wear.
as in SERIOUSLY.=.=.
rather weird in my opinion.
lolx.
ok.yes.had tonnes of fun.
celebrated my mom's b'dae.
nice dinner..filling one too.
anyways not much mood to blog.
but my EP group rox(:
-sze-evelyn-mel-sherry-uni-gill-me(:
muahahahah.
teenage drama queen*
--val
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humm. i think someone hacked into my hotmail account n changed my password.
-rah-.
now i cant sign in to messenger.
=.=..
sigh* how annoying.
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
boink.
today was REALLY REALLY fun ahahaha lol
(:
ok.had ballet.tap.
den went to go meet.
charlene.alessa.leighanne.michy(:
went to go eat sushi.
DAMN farnie.alessa was flirting wif a five yr old boy.
lol.haha DAMN funny
and so cute kae the lil' boy actually asked her out!(:
so sweet!haha.
yeps.
and we were laffing like mad at leighanne whilst eating sushi.
lol we ate like what 30plates?!?!
lol.terrible..lol
yes so we walked to plaza sing.
char` bought her earrings.
then we walked back down to cineleisure(:.
ok met charleen there
then we all took neoprints together.
ok.humm.
first one quite a disaster.so anyways charlene and alessa had to rush off.
so the four of us left took another one.
in my opinion it was rather nice.
ok.lol.so charleen had to leave for tuition.
so left was leighanne.michy.me.
kae.being three mad people.we decided to go to esprit.
and lol leighanne was DAMN funny.
but i cant exactly recall the whole incident so yes nvm/
lol.ok.
so after a while we get bored at looking at clothes.
we go over to Heeren.
lol ok so leighanne.michy and i are bored.
so we decide to go look at slippers and take neoprints AGAIN!
haha
ok this time round the neoprints were nice!(:
haha ok.
humm.looked at slippers. didnt buy.
cuz not much $$ left.
lol.oh and leighanne bought a ring too!
haha.
ok.so yes nvm
we decide to go the bench infront of bodynits to sit down and look at our neoprints.
so we're sitting there..
and well..lol we started gossiping.
and den..
lol i said "humm..i like sitting here(:"
and then michy started laffing and she was like
"this can be val's second home!"
lol.and we start taking retarded pictures!
lol.
ok..one example of a pic.
our bags are all laid neatly beside the bench.
and michy takes a pic of it.
lol and she says "eviction notice"
haha lol.
ok.
very retarded lol.
ok yes.
so we're bored and we're laffing our heads off while taking stupid pictures lol.
with my "second home".
ok.den michy gets this bright idea
lol and we all go to paragon
u noe infront of paragon there's this small fountain place and well statues of "people" dancing?
haha
now THAT was leighanne's second home
haha(:
damn damn damn farnie.
ok.lol.so we were laffing like mad n i could feel my stomache muscles contracting lol yes..that bad..
and lol we were recieving weird glances from passerbys haha(:
ok.so we decide to go home.so we walk to the bus-stop.
and yes..lol nth much from then onwards.
lol but today rawked lah!~
lol.
it was seriously funny.
oh and we were collecting balloons.
lol haha at first we started out wif like.
10 balloons?!?!
lol haha then we ended with..
NOTHING hha.
lol.:P
cuz alessa ended up giving the balloons away.or letting them go.
which was what ms leighanne was doing with most of the balloons.
lol.
she'd be holding it.
and all of a sudden she lets go
and she cant get it down from the ceiling and she tells
michy/me/charleen.
i didnt noe the ceiling was high
lol..
humm..lol.
i have nth to say
ahahaha.but lol.
really really funny oh! and we did a list of what
the ij debaters must do with michy before the end of this yr.
1. go to sentosa together.
2. movie marathon.
3.bbq!
lol haha (:
yupps.
ok.anyways.
tmrw i predict i'll be really mortified.
lolxx.
humm//ur should noe y.
*sigh*..
lol.lets hope i dun blush too much or laff too much
so i can quickly get over and done wif it.
lolx.
till tmrw then((:
tata!
--val
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haha this is damn cute(: michy.me.leighanne
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lol to see more go to my albums LOL.(:
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IJ forever!lol(: wheee
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niceee!(:
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Friday, July 16, 2004
duncha think its prettaye(:
i did it.heh
in 20 mins.((:
lol
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cool haha the dashboard for blogger changed again(:
i wike it! haha((:
yeah kae anyways.
lol i got home ULTRA early from skl today
lol.
humm.3pm.
lol..rather early for me dun u think.
normally im home at like...
7?haha.
yepps(:
wheeeee ok..well was REALLY tired at skl today.
im now officially sick of graph work!.
*blegh*.
mr teh made us do so much of it.
lol.yess..humm.
lit was BORING!
>.<.
i cant exactly stand ms shanthi.
so never mind.
geog..was well..
lol RETARDED.
haha yes.
the poem that hsi wen and i came up wif was absolutely
retarded as in seriously
haha it was so freaking lame.
lol.:P
chinese..was..well..the usual
haha X)
oh yes! and today i saw the prettiest rainbow ever!
((:
seriously!
it was like a nice big rainbow and it was REALLY pretty(:
i love rainbows dont u! haha
(:.
*boink*..
(:lol.
oh and yes.
i forbid anyone to go to town on sunday.
dun ask y.
lol.:P.
anyways ladeedahh..
*boink* no idea what to blog actually haha
OREOS!((:.
--val
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
haha ok yesterday i was too tired to blog in the end.
:P.
but yes.anyways.
lol went to bk.
wif
al.uni.
humm..did my hw and studied(:
damn proud of myself that i ACTUALLY studied.
lol geog and chinese!
haha cool ehh.
humm..oh yes..yesterday i fell asleep in math(:
lol.not my fault mr teh was boring.
:P.
humm..today i was falling asleep everynow and then.
so tonight i shall be sleeping rather early.
cuz i refuse to answer anymore english questions.
-.-..
oh had vocab test today.
lol sucked nuts.
i prolly failed.
lol.for gooodness sake!i dun even remember seeing those words in my life.
lol.
--val
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
got this in an email.
(:.check it out i think its pretty sweet.
oh btw i changed my blogskin.
haha yes i noe.
AGAIn lol.OREOS!haha(:
"15 Things You Probably
Never Knew or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
A Minute
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
.
Take the time... to live and love."
funkaye ehh?
lol haha
anyways shall blog again
layter.
tata(:
for now that is
--val
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
i must say i had a rather interesting day
lol.yes.
we had spotcheck!
lol haha yeah..humm..
lol got booked for my nails.
*oopsys* lol..i forgot to cutt.
oh wells.
my first offence this yr.
:P.ok yeah.
sailing
WAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
the wind was as lynette said
weird.
oops wait change that to the wind was being a bitch!!!
lol.yes that MUST be it.
*rah* lett me tell u my exciting sailing day
and my injuries((:
kae.i was supposed to sail one of the bytes from
NSC to NSRCC.
ok so la deedahh i'm happily sailing..
im sorta near to NSRCC...and
*whoosh*
i go STRAIGHT into a whirlpool.
wahahahaha
lol yes and OBVIOUSLY i capsized..
*mutters*
ohkae.so i have a bloody hard time uprighting the boat.
i actually ALMOST got it.
then my bloody lifejack got in the way.
-.-...*mutters*
so i keep trying and trying until u noe the joint between ur arm?
yea it gets swollen.
and hurts like mad.it still does btw.
so yes.i
FINALLY upright my boat.
and lol.
*whoosh*
mr angry(whirl pool)
decides "hey!val's managed to upright her boat! maybe i shld make her cap AGAIN"
lol.
so yes.
im almost on my boat.and i cap
AGAIN
ok.so this time round i REALLY seriously have absolutely
NO more strength!
have u any idea how bloody hard to upright a freaking byte!!!
*grumbles*
OK.so my darling senior clarissa sees me in trouble.
comes to help me(:
ok.so i take her boat whilst she uprights my boat.
and ends up sailing mine.
ok so everythig is fine.
ok all of a sudden the stupid point of time.
when i ALMOST settled down after capsizing.
guess what.
a gush of wind comes and
*whoosh*
i cap
AGAIN
>.<. ok.so i mannage to upright this time.
((: yayy!
lol.ok so i end up sailing at an ultra slow speed cuz i was afraid i'd cap again.
humm..yes.
now lett me give u a guide on whirlpools.
1. attempt to look out for one when u're sailing.if u dun see it just continue sailing.
2.haha since u prolly din see it and sailed right into it u cap!
3.wait for the whole entire stupid whirlpool to pass then upright.
OR
QUickly upright and quickly sail away!
4.sail away.settle down quickly.
(:
yes.
ok blister count update!-infinity + 1
lol.my fingers are filled with blister as in LITERALLY.
they're sore.
yeah.and it shows just how difficult to sheet in.
yes.and how shifty and undecisive the wind was today!
>.<
yes.humm got blisters from the hiking straps.
im bruised on my knees and well my hands.
humm..oh yes
and my stomach area and thighs are pain from hiking out
ok today i was literally
parallel to the water already!
yes i had to hike out THAT much.
oh and i prolly swallowed 2 litres worth of sea water?
lol..and got a lot in my eyes as well!:P
haha guess what,
i just found
ANOTHER blueblack.
haha ok yes.
oh and my booties almost fell off!
haha time to get new booties.
oh yes and my shoulders hurt so much.
that i cant even sit straight.
yea,
humm..
im such a klutz..
lol o wells.
i guess everyone has to go through this.
(:
humph.and my stupid sailing teacher lol.
MS teo!!!
lol she was so happy that i sailed byte and that i gained learning experience from the whirlpool thingy...
-.-..
hello!!! my
safety?!?!
yes ok.so besides that.
skl was ok.yupps.
kae anyways.
my dad is being fuckingly annoying.
*rah*.
he just spoilt my mood.
*urgh* sometimes he shld learn to fuck off
and stop comparing me wif everyone else and seriously
FUCK OFF.
*rahh*./
he's such a bitch lar.
i've been on for like what?
half an hour?!?!
and he's complaining as if i've been on the whole day.
*rahhhhhh*
>.<..
FINE i shall go offline.
*rahhhh*
*rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
ok..now im all annoyed and pissed.
*grrrrrrrrr*
*urgh*
no mood to blog anymore.
):.
tata.
--val
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
kae cant say much.
i predict my mom's gonna chase me off the comp soon.
so yes.
today went for
ballet tap.dep dance and drama night.
((:
1. tap dance for recital.is mortifying.
traumatising.*wails
2.dep.
lol.nth to say
3.dance and drama night.
nice.
(:
nitey tata
--val
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ohkae.
yesterday
went to inter-skls after skl
with avalene fidelis and andrea
to go support our seniors.
lol that was the funnest
part of the WHOLE entire say.
imagine i had
double geog
double chinese
single lit
double math
double english.
how "doubley" can it get mann.
ok.yes
IJ sailing rox!
((: i love you all soo very much.
ok yes.
and haha i dont wana think about next yr without our sec 4's.
i think i'll die if u leave me out there lol
ok next.
i am NOT starving myself..
-.-...
my mom thinks i am...
*diao diao diao*
ok anyways i gotta runn for ballet tata!
((:
--val
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
This is it love
It's what dreams are made of
But its still up to us to feel the rush
To pursue all the things only Gods can touch
I wanna meet the odds with royal flush
To fall
I gave my all
But it wasn't enough
I'm never giving up I found life
So I've gotta live it up
And life is too short for war
What can I say to show theres more
With people slammin doors in my face and what for
That aint the way to gain plays
By making the same mistake day after day
I gotta slide man get away the smile on my face its a sunny day girls and drinks and more drinks
Come to think
For such a big place its a small world
For such a rat race i still got faith
And anything goes still I got to say life has its ups and downs but I love it anyway
One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Hey pretty girl pretty girl its on
We gonna dance like boogie come on
Do it all night long
Let it go ain't no holding back now
Gotta slide pretty baby that's right
There's nothing I can't do with you by my side
There's nowhere we can go that we wouldn't show 'em up
I gotta have a type for destruction
Livin life that's right
She's daddy's little angel but she wasn't last night
Now these are the breaks yeah baby that's right
Now I got you, yeah I got you baby
I want your body and you drive me crazy
It's hard to resist such a sexy lady
Come with me you'll have the time of your life
You want to set the mood I guess the timing is right
And it takes two to make a thing go right
But what's it gonna take to take you home tonight
One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
You're gonna shine like a sunny day
All you girls comin out and play
If you want you can slide my way
Let me hear you say heeeeyyy
[Repeat x2]
Sliiiiiidddddeeee...Oh Woah
One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
[Repeat x2]
heehee nice nice song!((;
i lurve it!(:
*smiles*
*grins*
--val
` repeat-
haha
you noe i've been smiling so much
lol that my jaws hurt
as in seriously
LOL.
they hurt!literally!
lol..((:
--val
` repeat-
heyy.
got to skl really late today.
:P.
yeah ok.
and i was falling asleep half the time today.
and well was caught once by my form.
but i was really tired.
and i cld hardly keep myself awake.
lol.u noe.
math remidial was qujite funn.
lol unexpectedly.
and i did work!.
(:
today my sis also left to go baq
to aussie.
in the afternoon.
haiz(:.
dont really noe what to blogg today actually
lol.nth much happened.
(:.
haiz..u noe..its actually been a pretty moody day.
humm.not exactly my kind of day.
but.
o wells.
--val
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
.u noe.im back from dinner.
and well throughout my whole little supposed family dinner
since my sis is returning to aussie tmrw.
and well throughout the whole dinner.
i felt really empty.
although its one of the few times i've ever eaten my weekday dinner with my parents
and one sister and my maid.
oh..and well please this is prolly one of my most ever personal entries ever so yeah.
well dun mind..
kae.so well.
my family is sitting down at the dining area. its 9.00pm already.
my mom has only just got home and my dad as well
for once on a weekday my family is together.
well.i sit there.we say grace and we eat
it's rather quiet.
my sis isnt exactly in a very good mood and well is rather pre-occupied in messaging.
while my mom just sits on..and well eats..looking sadly on.my maid..is well just eating in silence.
my dad is just looking around the table for more food that he is able to eat since he just had his tooth extracted today and has to eat porridge instead of what the rest of us had.
my sis all of a sudden started cursing her head off just cuz some sending message error she made and walked off into her room cursing and cursing.
my dd just gets pissed that she's using the F words.
and well she's screaming into the phone and everything.
and the rest of us at the dining table just sit on in silence eating
the dinner that was supposedly speacially for her.the one hu is not present anymore but cursing into the phone.the one hu was just well not really saying much in any case.
so my dad..walks about..finds fried noodles that my sis had bought in the afternoon cuz he's still hungry..i remind him about his tooth.
and well he shruggs me off saying he's hungry and well..i think..i feel that he shld understand that my maid had specially prepared this meal..rather grand one too for the family but yet.he's insulting her by eating that packet of bought noodles infront of her face choosing it over her food.and he's just plainly eating it while i hang my head low eating my birds nest...
and i think...my dad; he's ill.he has diabetes and yet he doesnt take care of himself he still chooses to eat such oily and disgustingly filled msg food. which isnt exactly the best thing for him to eat.and later on he complains about how expensive dentistry is in singapore. cuz he's gg to spend two thousand over on a crown for his teeth.and i sit there and think.but..but..y do u complain./y do u complain..its ur health u are talking about.y compare ur health to money.i think about that in silence i dare not say it out cuz i know that he'd surely retaliate.
and i had no intentions or arguing with him tonight.
i regarded this dinner as smth special.
but yet.
and my sis..she just acted as if this was nth.
and her frens were more impt
her attitude towards us..the coldness she showed when we offered to send her off tmrw.
but she found it was useless..yeah maybe it is.but..we;re ur family..dont u want to see us there?..i mean the next time we see each other again wld be in like 6 mths..thats long...a long time...
so..my dad eats his birds nest..and walks out into the living room
to watch news.
my sis decides to go get her friend from downstairs.
left at the table.me.my mom.my maid.
we're sitting there in silence.
there was hardly any conversation hardly any topic.
to me..i shldnt have waited for my family.
i shld have just ate before them .
cuz it wld have been the same.
there was no connection at all.
we didnt seem like a family at all and maybe if i had eaten with my maid like the usual i wldnt be now sitting infront of the computer crying and feeling upset about how my family has drifted apart.
and how it feels so empty.
i hate crying over such trival matters.
i know i think too much i know that.but everything i reflected on was true,.
it was all blatant truth.
the main person we're having this dinner gathering for cant be bothered!she only wants to message and care about her frens before she leaves tmrw.
my dad doesnt give a damn about his health and feels money is more impt then health when me and my mom are the ones worrying for him.
my mom and i.just in silence.
i really dont know i feel so fustrated i feel so empty.
i hate crying but i cant help it.
its not my fault.
` repeat-
lol dun askk me why i just feel like saying this.
i love all my babes!((:
ok.yes lol
haha babes refering to 2/1 ppl.
lol.haix.
u guys rock.(:
2/1 rox.
dont noe what will happend to us at the end of this yr...
haix.(:
anyways lol
had "debate training" today
haha wif..what
mich.al.me.son!
lol
ok.weirdd..
haha we ended up gossiping more than anything else
i love
michy sonn al!((:
X)
humm,.lol
went to novena square layter
wif michy and al
lol ate at the food court.
cuz michy was worried that if we go bk
i'd eat smth and lose my voice again.
-.-...how paranoid can she get...lol
*mutters*
lol ok and yes
lol at the underpass
i saw these 2 very cute siblings.
and all of a sudden..
alessa starts staring at them
lol and she whispers to michy and i that
she thinks they're her cousins..lol
lol..so she stares...stares...and stares..
lol and michy and i are just getting tickled.
lol then she turns around and says
"kylyn" lol and the lil girl stares at her blankly
with her donut.
staring at alessa as if she's wondering
who the hell is she..
how she know my name
haha i SWEAR the lil girl was traumatised lol
and so alessa says
"lol..ok probably u dont remember me..never mind then.."
lol..and al turns around
lol and throughout the whole period
michy and i are just laffing our heads off.
i mean seriously!lol.
the lil girl was so stunned by alessa!
lol so when we've walked like a few more steps.
and michy and i are still laffing.
alessa goes
"but how can she not remember me!i held her hand to walk around the house!
she held my hand kae!and we were walking around my house!"
LOL i tell u..
michy and i burst outt in laffter again
lol and michy started re-acting out the scene lol.
haha as if it was like some lovers.
lol and alessa's lover like got some brain damage
and forgot hu she was.
lol
and alessa was like."
i held ur hand!~!!"
haha anyways
damn damn damn damn funny
lol laffed and laffed
lols.
haha!!!
--val(:
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
lol.
din go to skl today.
was sick still.
will be going tmrw thoughZ
(:
haha ok
this has gotta be a very quick entry
lol cuz im running late.
lol i need to do my aep and chinese.
so yes
humm....
diao..i forget what i wanted to type in for today's entry
HAHA.ok anyways
ladeedah.
shant be blogging much
cuz i just realise i havent done
my debate trng motion!
lol die
so yea.
tata.nitey.
((:
--val
` repeat-
Monday, July 05, 2004
sigh.
my youth day holiday gone to waste
i cld be outt now watching my spiderman 2 but im stuck at home.
sick STILL.
yes.and i think that if i coff anymore then i already have my tonsils are gonna jump up along with my throat.
*rah*
i dont care when i'm well
someone better follow me to watch spiderman 2 and mean girls even if u've watched it before lol.at least one person or if everyone wans to go watch again then yay!
the more the merrier lol.
ohkae yes before i start fantasizing of how i shld be in the cinema now
watching the damn movie.
i shall come back into reality.
lol ok for lunch i had beehoon..haha the irony of it...
this beehoon was cooked with hardly any oil
and it was all rather plain lol.
but well it IS a change from porridge.
my voice well is slowly returning as well.
except..it sounds weird and its
rather soft...humm..
yes..
funny isnt it.
to think tt normally my maid wld be able to hear me from my room when she's in the kitchen.
but now..lol..i hafta go to the kitchen..
haha.
ok.
oh and plans to turn into a mugger hasnt exactly worked.
i tried to mugg abit today.
but lol..after doing like 4 questions i started watching tv.
haha.
i swear im a hopeless case.
but i guess once i get rather immersed in my work i become
a workaholic!
(:
kae anyways i shall blog more later
cuz if i stay in my room any longer i think im gonna freeze my fingers and toes off
cuz my sis sleeps
at like...twenty degrees.
and for a person like me
hu gets cold at 24 degrees and to add on im sick.
this is not funny.
lol..im gonna come out as a block of ice if i stay here for any longer
so yes.
tata/
--val
` repeat-
kae.
i've started on my lit essay.
on world war 1.
XD.
lett me enlighten u abit..the german's are thoroughly mad ppl.
lol anyways i hafta go take my medicine AGAIN.
lol and sleep.
so yes
before everyone starts nagging at me.
nitey
--val
` repeat-
Sunday, July 04, 2004
[Raffles Institution]:
The top boys school known to others as geeks and
nerds. But really, there ARE cool ones.
[Good points]: freakingly smart, some cool ones,
humourous, nice if you are their friend, rich,
nice flaunting objects to flaunt to your
friends.
[Bad points]: ridiculously mean if you are an
enemy, big egos, being freakingly smart haha,
blunt, dim in certain things, sore to ACSI
guys' eyes.
[Dress Code]: Smartly dressed in all white shirts
and pants. Pants at waistline-hips normally. In
school: all shirts neatly tucked in. Outside
school: all shirts tucked completely out.
[hmm...nt a bad taste indeed. high quality
boys.Nice try.]
Which School Can You Most Likely Find Your Partner From? (With Detailed Descriptions) brought to you by Quizilla
[Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)]:
A poser boys school known to others as a school
full of posers who are only interested in
bimbos and have relatively bad grade in
chinese. But really, they ARE cool and cute.
[Good points]: cool, cute, lame, humourous, sporty,
positively good-looking.
[Bad points]: TOO poser, big egos, totally
braindead, spend most of their time trying to
attract bimbos, a stupid rule of the [[3 acts]]
they need to have (if you dunno, too bad), a
sore to RI boys' eyes.
[Dress Code]: Blue pants and white shirts with blue
patches on the collars. Baggy pants and shirts.
Pants normally wore at hips with half un-tucked
shirts in or out of school (sort of in the
rule).
[soo...i can see that you are an indiviual who is
only interested on what is on the outside huh?
Nice try.]
Which School Can You Most Likely Find Your Partner From? (With Detailed Descriptions) brought to you by Quizilla
humm.interesting..did the quiz twice
and got 2 different answers.
lol.haha.
*diao*.acs(i)..LOL
ri..LOL
i got nth to say..lol
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sick.sick.sick.
i am still sick.
*blegh*
and because im sick i didnt go for youth day mass.
*pouts* today was all the nice songs.
*wails* ok never mind.
i've started running a fever as well.
ok maybe im not running one..k i dun exactly noe.
cuz my temperature was 37.7 then i took it again and it was 37.4
and den later it rose to 37.6
and ...nvm its one big confusion.
humm..changed my layoutt again.(:
i'm guessing i shld go off the com soon to do work.
yes.i must.
lol or else tmrw im gonna die.
u noe.youth day is turning out quite sad.
but i shall be positive.
and realise that since im home i shld be able to catch up with some sleep
and work of course.
intending to do well this yr.
humm.oh and the cough syrup still taste disgusting.
and the lozenges are making my tongue turn orange..
*diao* lol
haha ok.
i noe that was a very weird thing to say.
but its true!
lol.
ok tonight is greece vs. portugal euro finals!(:.
sadly i think my mom wld murder me if i woke up to watch it.
cuz i shld be resting.
but seriously i think i might.
cuz all these medicine is causing me to feel rather drowsy after i take it.
so well i sleep.
and after sleeping half the day
u dont expect me to sleep any much more do u.
i noe i need to rest and everything.but *rah*
and i've decided when i recover as well.
im going to go shopping.
i noe i hate shopping but there's one problem.
my pens are all running out of ink i wanna buy that pair of nike shorts and reebok shorts.oh.
and i want a tote bag..altho i cant find one i like.
and i wan that meg cabot book.
oh n when im all healthy and everything.
im gonna go watch my spiderman 2 and mean girls!!
i swear if i dun watch these two movies im gonna go into depression.
rah.
ok.
i think the idea of me being sick is over-rated in my household.
just cause im sick my mom has decided that everyone shld eat porridge together with me.
lol
one problem the porridge i hafta eat
is the plain one wif absolutley no taste
oh and all i eat it with is pickled vege and salted egg.
sound appetizing eh?
lol..i think by the time i recover as well.
i would have hopefully lost some weight.
i mean with a diet like this for every meal
how weird wld i be if i dont!
and well.i've also decided on another thing.
im gonna attempt to turn myself into a mugger.
i have no idea thats poosible but i'll try.
u noe i think this sickness of mine is getting to my head.
i mean..i think im going mad from staying at home.
dun u think so i mean how long does one actually expect me to stay at home?!
im gonna die.
maybe it wld have been easier if well i cld eat chocs.
or all the yummy stuff my mom bought.
but no i cant.
*sobs*..and there's the famous chinatown eggtarts in my fridge!
how bloody annoying can this get.
oh and my voice.
is just slightly better at least i can hear myself say smth now.
-.-
oh oh oh..and anyone has any nice dvds?.
i wan.((:.
to borrow lar.
hee.i think im gonna get some dvds when im well as well.
i wanna get legally blonde.
chicago and troy and lotr 3!!
heehee
and i'll have a movie marathon for myself
on a weekend im free.
but in the meantime.i better go.
i think i shall go do some friendster stuff..or maybe..
ehh go find more songs to download.
((;.
--val
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Saturday, July 03, 2004
hee ripped` this off gill's blog.
wheee..((:
Someone to hold me tight, that would be very nice,
someone to love me right, that would be very nice.
Someone to understand each little dream in me,
someone to take my hand, to be a team with me.
So nice, life would be so nice if one day I'd find
someone who would take my hand and's am ba thru life with me.
Someone to cling with me, stay with me right or wrong,
someone to sing with me some little samba song.
Someone to take my heart, then give this heart to me,
someone who's ready to give love a start with me.
Oh yes, that would be so nice.
Should it be you and me, I could see it would be nice
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this sux.):.
*pouts*
im sick.
on arts fest!!!
*rah* so bloody unfair.
will be gg to the doc soon.
*rah*it sux.
i think i have inflamed tonsils.
u noe why.
-cuz i have
NO voice.
at all
-whenever i sneeze/swallow/coff.im like dying of pain.
as in seriously it hurts everytime i drink.eat.sneeze.coff.anything to do
with the mouth.it hurts.
even when im breathing!
lets just hope i dont die of pain.
i'll be missing out on everything.
cause.i wun be able to go for dep.arts fest.ballet.tap.
*rah*
i now have a slight headache
and my only to ways of communicating to the world.
is the internet.my phone(sms).a big stack of paper with a pencil to write wif.
*rah*
hu wants to volunteer to come to my hse and let me punch u to get rid of my angst!
...):
this SUX.
--val
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Friday, July 02, 2004
If you have always thought that convent girls are
chatty, flirtatious and bitchy, well, you're right.
At least according to two "ex-Cons" - actresses Koh Chieng Mun, 44 and Irene Ang, 35. The two former convent girls will share their saucy school stories and perform stand-up comedy in Confessions of Two Ex-Cons on Saturday. Their act will also include "confessions" sent to them from other ex-convent girls.
The performance is among a slew of activities for the two-day True Blue - An IJ Arts Fest at Chijmes this weekend to celebrate the 150th anniversary of the Convent of the Holy Infant Jesus (CHIJ) group of 11 schools and homes.
Said Koh: "Oh, all those traits; it's all true. You can spot a convent girl from a mile away! When IJ girls get together, you'll always hear endless chatter, loud laughter and uninhibited behaviour!"
Koh spent her primary and secondary school days from 1966 to 1975 at the then Town Convent, so named because the first CHIJ school, opened in 1854, was located at Victoria Street. The premises are now home to the dining and entertainment hub Chijmes.
Ang, who is Rosie in sitcom Phua Chu Kang, studied in CHIJ Kellock Primary from 1974-1979.
On the naughtiest things she did in those days, Koh said: "I remember, in Secondary 3, a group of six of us played hokey and went to the ice-skating rink a few times for a few months just to catch the good-looking instructors there.
"We'd ask them to 'tutor' us so we could get up close and get free lessons, too," she said, in between laughs.
That ended when the head prefect caught them and reported them to the principal.
Ang said: "I used to lie to my teacher when returning my spelling books. I said I lost them whenever I had bad grades to avoid getting my parents to sign them."
She was only found out many years later when her grandmother saw the books under her bed.
But it was the infamous Capitol bus-stop, the one where the secondary school St Joseph's Institution boys and CHIJ girls wait for their buses, that saw a lot of action and held a lot of memories for many of the old girls.
Said Koh: "We got this letter from an old girl who said she used to
open the windows of her classroom, which faced that bus-stop, and shout and whistle at the SJI boys. When they looked, she and her friends ducked. This went on for a year till the principal received complaints from the public."
Ang added: "Of course, we've got a lot of stories... a lot on the Capitol bus-stop! Things like how the girls used secret codes to meet the boys."
But these, she said rather coyly, will be included as part of the 45-minute act. The highlight of their act is a segment on the ABCs of the traits that make a convent girl.
As the cliche goes,
convent girls are either lesbians or sluts.
Ang, who confessed to dating only water polo boys during her secondary school days, reasoned: "It's a growing-up process and it's only natural for the girls, especially for those in the same-sex schools, to like someone they look up to. But it's mostly harmless and they grow out of it."
Said Koh, who admits that she was one of those who hiked up her uniform skirt: "Maybe it's because we look 'havoc'. We were overt and blatant about hiking up the skirt, folding up the sleeves and maybe a few buttons come off. It's how we 'operate'!"
"But I also think that it offered an all-round education with the moral values and the emphasis, during my time, on appreciating the arts."
humm...read the article?
well so far..loads of IJ pl are unhappy about it..
haiz..im sitting on the fence though.
but some parts are really..what...like the lesbian part..
thats too much.
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don't think i'll be able to stay up late tonight so i betta blog now.
lol.ok last nite i slept at 1am!
becuz i was doing my chinese project!!!lol
so bloody proud of myself(=
haha ohkae.so yes
yesterday had sailing.
was pretty funn.(: sailed wif joan.
on a pico
yeah haha and we did the impossible.
we sailed without a mainsheet! cuz outrs had a LOT of problems.
and we had to fix it.and the boat wun stop
so lol.i was directing with the tiller while joan was fixing the mainsheet.
ahahahaha ok.
yeah lol humm my last time at nsrcc before we prolly go baq to..
*blegh*
SAFYC...
sad..lol.ok
anyways had a very debatish day.
haha and im coffing rather badly.
humm..
yeah had debate prepping at serene.
wif.bryan.geran.celine.paul.john.kenneth.michelle.me(=
yeah
met bryan first at J8 cuz he didnt noe where it was.
-.-"
AND at J8 i saw kevin.*diao*..the one hu THINKS he's greater than me but is NOT!
((:..heehee
lol.
ok lazzeee to blog anymore ahaha
tata!
--val
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