Wednesday, November 30, 2005
all i want for christmass is youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
haha im referring to the uzap!
ah cant wait for christmas!
grins i love carolling!
whee
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oh god dammitt.
how the hell does one lose weight.
im about to go insane.
i just realised how bloody heavy i am by checking my bmi.
if it kills me im gonna lose 3 kg by the end of this holidays.
if i have to go to marie france bodylin;
i will dammit!
ugh so annoying.
tmr gonna run for at least an hour and a half.
moo
and my new diet is gonna consist of 11 of fat per day.
anymore than that is unacceptable.
and im gonna work out like crap/
if all these dont work...
hello uzap!
yeah.
so other than the fact that im about to go bersek over how bloody obese i am.
today was okay lah.
wasnt too bad or that fantastic either anyways.
was just busy.
i realize i actually prefer myself to be busy than anything else.
i always need to do something to prevent my mind from going crazy.
and thats why whenever im free now onwards im going swimming.
if i have to run to the club i will.
and whenever i have a whole free day im gonna book a boat and go out and sail.
to improve my horrible rankings and excercise.
yeah dance was okay.
except for the fact the music was damn fast.
tmr got tuition at 830.
moo.
rush hour time where getting a cab is completely impossible.
anyhow;
gonna stone and err think of more ways to lose weight.
and err make christmas cards again?
haha
cheerio!
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oh god dammitt.
how the hell does one lose weight.
im about to go insane.
i just realised how bloody heavy i am by checking my bmi.
if it kills me im gonna lose 3 kg by the end of this holidays.
if i have to go to marie france bodylin;
i will dammit!
ugh so annoying.
tmr gonna run for at least an hour and a half.
moo
and my new diet is gonna consist of 11 of fat per day.
anymore than that is unacceptable.
and im gonna work out like crap/
if all these dont work...
hello uzap!
yeah.
so other than the fact that im about to go bersek over how bloody obese i am.
today was okay lah.
wasnt too bad or that fantastic either anyways.
was just busy.
i realize i actually prefer myself to be busy than anything else.
i always need to do something to prevent my mind from going crazy.
and thats why whenever im free now onwards im going swimming.
if i have to run to the club i will.
and whenever i have a whole free day im gonna book a boat and go out and sail.
to improve my horrible rankings and excercise.
yeah dance was okay.
except for the fact the music was damn fast.
tmr got tuition at 830.
moo.
rush hour time where getting a cab is completely impossible.
anyhow;
gonna stone and err think of more ways to lose weight.
and err make christmas cards again?
haha
cheerio!
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that post was all bullshit!
now that its settled..
i shall stone..
hee
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this is the invasion of michelle in vals blog.
val loves me.oh yes she does. :]
and i love her too. much love to val.
but val loves me more.
and i am sure of that.
GRINS.
val and i are sisters.
says lots of people.
and now val is giving me
weird chipmunk mating noises.HAHAHAHA.
oh yes. and val is
SUPER SKINNY.
those who agree say '
I'.
hehe.
val is currently taking pictures of herself with my phone.
ohwell. :]
love,michellecarasham
<3
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
welcome to val's world;
where i constantly fail in my bid to lose weight;
i look like a cow which has been specially bred to feed the whole world.
i suck so badly at sailing;
hence my constant capsizes and lovely scoldings from my teacher.
i suck so badly at debate;
therefore my bad style and horrible rebuttals;
and however much i dislike the colour pink;
everything i own; from my watch; to my phone; to my wallet; to my room colour; to my ipod skin; to my flip flops is all PINK.
-smashes head against the wall.
mooo.
i want the osim's "uzap" thingy...
who's gonna buy it for meeeee.
haha then maybe one day i'll start looking like a normal human being.
nvm that;
today had training;
was rather fun until ms teo had to spoil it...
=/..
haha but training was crazy lah.
i cant sail in stormy conditions to save my life.
yeaps.
then ermm.
went running this morning in the sweltering hot noon sun.
oh god i died after barely 4 plus km.
which is damn bloody pathetic.
tmr i've got debates again..
you know i realise my life basically revolves around all my stupid school ccas.
and basically nothing else;
everyday im either at debates or at sailing if im at neither it means im at dance or english tuition is my life really that sad?
oh god..what am i going to do after o levels when school closes for me;
i'd be left with nothing to do and die of boredom..
actually maybe i should take up drums.
but that doesnt matter.maybe school is really consuming too much of my time.
god i need a life.
i need to watch more movies or go out for that matter.
woohoo.
this friday going wakeboarding with church people.
grins.(: super happy.
but i'll have to rush from punggol to tanah merah after that to go for trg.
sucks you knw.
sigh as much as i love sailing and everything.
i'd love to try out a new water sport.
nvm that;
i just realize byte champs are in two weeks.,
im still off form.
and everytime its strong wind sailing;
i either fall off whilst hiking out or simply just capsize.
argh so annoying.
im so bloody weak.
how do you change all these fats into muscles!.
moooo.
oh yeah;
on saturday; went to the VJ debate competition.
haha i've decided that the campus aint actually very nice or anything.
but i seriously wont mind going there thats if they wld even accept me.
its the second best to rj anyways.
(: grins.
yeap.
an im gonna start studying on thurs!must discipline myself.
or they're gonna retain me man.
haha
anyhow im going to stone..and err haha go make christmas cards.
wheee :D.
and err maybe go update my ipod..
haha it seriously has a pathetic amount of songs..=.=..
cheerriioooo!
(:
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
my daddy got me my ipod video.
grin.
why i love my dad so much.
you must now be able to comprehend.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
im sad bored and fat.
god life is fair.
=.=
trg was cancelled due to rain.
im dying of sadness.
watched zathura just now.
i need to bloody work out.
i hate today.
today's just a bad day.
rawr.
goodbye im gg to stone be sad.and watch garfield.
moo.
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
my watch and glove tan are fading away!
go me!
woohooo!before long its gonna be all gone man.all gone.
actually..no..
trg is still gg on until december 9th? then byte champs...
yeah then its over!heh...
but i'm gonna miss sailing man.
i realised something too..
i've a queer suspicion there's a hole in the boat im using..
haha but never mind that.
anyhow dance today was hell fun.
meehee tap was hilarious.. i got rather dizzy after like 8 turns so i started just going in circles.
hehh..at least i was moving right!
yeahh!
and for some obscure reason;
i've come to a conclusion that when coming to town;
and you yearn to attract attention to yourself dont bother dressing up;
dont bother adorning yourself with whats in and whats cool.
all you gotta do is wear an oversized t-shirt and shorts with slippers or sneakers and carry a realtively packed backpack and you'll receive enough glances and stares.
whether or not they're supposed to be good or bad is another thing altogether.
hoho!
eih; read the news this morning?
KEANE'S LEAVING MAN UTD!
they're crazy; i swear he's on of their best players.
at least in my opinion.
its sad man; that they're dismissing him over the comment he made;
i mean cmon man in the end the players played so well against chelsea( damian shut up)
heh.
in any case as long as my baby ronaldo's in im good man; im goooood.
haha i hope they sack fletcher soon though.
i mean despite his help against chelsea...he kinda sucks.haha.
it'd be seriously fantastic if they bring back beckham hoho.
not that i like him or anything but he used to be not bad.i still remember his strikes last time.
just brilliant.
oh yeah damn excited.
will be finally debating after god knows how many donkey years next week;
at vjs.
THANK YOU AHPA!(: I LOVE YOU AHPA!
anyhow im going to stone.
and research on the topic:
THBT cultural assimilation for ethnic minorities is necessary.anybody wants to help?! FEEL FREE to leave me a note!
haha cuz i have no clue man...havent touched a motion for so long.
mooo.mooo.
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Friday, November 18, 2005
ehh too much pineapple...stung my tongue..haha.
anyhow last day of mural painting!
god im exhausted haha we had leftover paint from nippon so im taking some for sailing banner.
GRIN.save money man..
sailing fund is pathetic!hoho.
had loads of fun painting.grins.
just now the lianhezaobao people came and interviewed us..
haha pretty hilarious the article's gonna be out on wednesday.
for the first time ever;
val's gonna buy lianhezaobao!
be proud of me all you people who know that my chinese is horrendously pathetic.
meehee.
ehh..
im currently covered in paint thanks to SuAnne..
mooo...haha oh wells.
and i've got white paint on my hair!
i rock!cmon say it with me!
grin.
oh yeah yesterday i was out with uni;
and i found the nicest pair of sneakers EVER>
they were these brown adidas sneakers from leftfoot.
which are something like skate shoes but hell of a lot nicer.
its only $129.hint.
CHRISTMAS!
sobb but my mom refuses to get it after my err...haha
little shopping spree at nike?
grins.
anyhow;
i want a cow for christmas!
moooo.
haha actually im going to aussie for christmas..but..err..
i have a funny feeling that my mom will not condone me buying a cow back.
hoho so yes!
oh!oh! and i know what else i want for christmas!
the osim-
"uzap"!(:
think i'll be able to lose weight faster with that?
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Judging by the look on the organ-grinder,
He'll judge me by the fact that my face don't fit.
It's touching that the monkey sits on my shoulder.
He's waiting for the day when he gets me,
But I won't be your concubine - I'm a puppet not a whore.
I just need this stage to be seen.
Will you be a friend of mine to remind me what is real?
Hold my heart and see that it bleeds.
thats part of the song im currently obsessed over.
nice eh?
its by james blunt ((:
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oh yeah.
does anyone have an idea how to lose weight?
im desperate to lose weight here.
ughh.
looking more and more like a cow as the days pass.
anyhow been sailing like crap recently
i now have a million tannlines.
like my ballet teacher was staring at my hands just now.
and i thought i had done something wrong..
then later she said...
"do you err wear gloves when you sail?your hand is white and the rest of you is black"
-smashes head against the wall.
i am btw feeling 60 times better with food in me.
grins.
i still cant believe i blew 150 bucks at the nike shop.
haha i seriously rock man.
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im so bloody tired its not even funny anymore.
had mural painting just now from 1030-4
during lunch break i bought a second hand 8250 cuz my bloody panasonic completely died out on me.
after that rushed for ballet class.
and after that rushed for this english placement test thing.
and got pissed off.
then went to go find running shoes.
at which i ended up blowing 150 bucks at nike.
go val!...
now i just want to eat dinner.
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
im in love with my skin.
i swear.
okay i think im gg a little crazy.
ahahaha shall go offline now.
need to grab sleep to watch epl tonight.
cheero!
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haha.
now none of you can say i have a boring colour sense which is limited to only black and white.
hah!
((:
dont you think my new blog layout is to die for?
-faints.
grin grin.
im loving it man.
haha i spent my whole afternoon on it...
so pretty ah!
((:
im so proud of my blog layout..
ahahaha.
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haha hahahahaha.
bruised left shin.
fibre glass all over me.
blister from tap shoe.
ache from hitting leg against the bar.
GO VAL!
:D.
hee gill is my new clown fish!she's my clown fish with an aching back.
err.dont ask haha.:D
i miss her so badly.never mind shall be flying down to US next yr to see her.
-grinnsss.
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Friday, November 04, 2005
sailing.sailing home.
sailing sailing home.
with my christ as my vessel i can smile at the storm.
smile at the storm.
okay.
no sailing haha today no wind..-.-
ended up kayaking.
and all that stupid fibre glass is in me again.
roarrr.
tonight will be a sleepless one hoho.
but cant wait to sail on sunday!
going for in-hse race.
HEEHEE.
WIND PLEASE COME!
i havent sailed for ages.-sob.
lesson well learnt.from today
i never want to go kayaking again.
im starting to look more and more like a cow.
as the days pass.
i think im gonna sink into depression soon looking at the amount of weight im gaining.
-cries.
oh yeah.
went to constant wind today./
my god i love the gill grey coloured top.
): but the team prefered the light blue/silver/white one.
haha maybe i'll get the gill one another time myself then.
past week has been absolutely crazy.
my comp is 70% fixed.
haha
on saturday went to jurong swimming complex to swim with sham.
damn bloody fun haha.
met an ahbeng whom sham scared away...GRIN.
err and went down the slide !damn fun
(see her blog for more details)
oh yeah.
and
the HOT lifeguard.-faints.
grin grin.
haha been sleeping lots lately too...oh yeah.,
i watched the man uted match against middlesbrough damn dissapointing.
waste my time staying up and looking like a zombie at church the next day.
haha.
oh yeah the end of school term 2005 was interesting.
got back my report book which looks simply horrendous.
heh and yes and i finally got my james blunt cd.
GRIN
i love the song "high" it simply rocks i tell you.
haha and dance on wednesday was just painful.
i swear.
ms emi was trying to break my back.
grin and it still hurts.
-smashes head against the wall.
ooohhhh yeahhh!
debate trg started too.
haha damn bloody funny.
the secondary 1 juniors are all damn cute(:
ummm nhsmun fund raising is going okay.
need loads more money though.
anyhow.
life's been weird yet interesting.
but somehow its been pretty quiet as well.
heh and my sudoku book is finishing.
grins.
not bad eh?.
next week is gonna be a pure crazy week.
sighh.welcome "holidays"
you know i've been reading loads of the papers and watching loads of CNA recently.
the world's pretty screwed up eh?terrorists;earthquakes and the deadly H5N1 epidemic.
=X..
# who wants to watch "sky high","narnia","chicken little" with meeee!
:D oh and who wants to watch harry potter with me!must book tickets soon!.
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