Thursday, March 31, 2005
shoot me.
honestly.my life sucks.
ughh.gahh wth wth wth.
i cant wait to get over and done with this friday.
then i can freaking forget about debate and just be happy
and die with a weird ending.
im super tired.
im super stressed.
and i freaking dont want anything
except some freaking respect.
a freaking room with a bed to sleep.
at least 2 A1s.
and to be able to be carefree for just 5 freaking minutes.
i need a life.
as much as i have tried to be positive about everything.
its difficult to when some idiot keeps reminding you of the previous situation which killed me like hell.
it literally dashed out all my hopes.
seriously what the hell is the point.
shoot me for bleeding sake.
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Monday, March 28, 2005
drops dead and dies.
*dies
im dying dying dying dying dying.
my godd.
*kill me.
kae nvm.
got freaking low for my a math test
ugh:/.
screwed up lah!.
*runs away and screams*.
haha i remind myself of christopher from the book i just read;
"the curious incident of the dog at night time"
hee.
-grin.
nvm.
shall be going mad.will be having a damn fun date with my geog textbook tonight.
cuz i have a CA tmr.
HAHA.
anyways shall run off for aep.
tata!
(:
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
heh.
today's post is gonna be slightly more reflective.
oh yeah wait haha.
woke up at 5am this morning to do a math.
i'm so freaking guai man!(: hee.
nah actually its cuz i had a a math CA today wheehee!
anyways.
i realised that its really easy for people to touch another's heart.
basically by actually showing his or her true self or lets say emotions.
its only through there where one truly understands.
and is touched that the person is actually willing to be honest.
furthermore if the person is willing to do it against his or her own feelings.
thats even better.
i dont know why.but sometimes i feel that way.
maybe thats one of the few ways to actually touch me.
haha to open up and tell me the honest truth.
and confide in me about your thoughts.
its essentially the thoughtfulness, understanding-way, initiative.
that touches me and makes me feel happy.
its funny though.
if only time could tell.
i'd wonder what the future would be.
maybe all one needs is time.
to fundamentally build up from the basics and with time.
find something you truly want to know
find something you truly want to own.
lets give time.wait and see.
nothing can really be predicted and nothing really is fated.
or is it?
sometmes with time,the outcome is completely unthought of.
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k, enough of reflections hee.
no school tmr!*cheers*
shall be sleeping whilst everyone wakes up at 6 plus.
wahahahahha.
anyways if the person knows who you are;
haha thanks loads for being honest.(: i appreciate it.
anyways.
gonna find stuff for RMUN thingy.
lala.(:
*you make me wanna lala
val.
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
im blogging!
haha anyways.
life sucks.
im screwing up everything.
griinnn.
i screwed up lit i screwed up english.
ughhh.
sighhh.
anywas perth trip together with leadership camp killed me altogether.
heh i still have a pile of homework sitting in front of me.
furthermore.
a math test is tmr and i'm online...
-.- diaoo..i rock.
haha.
yeaaa.
i'll upload pics once i get my comp up and running.
and
im currently obsessed with nike dunks
ahahahhahaha
dont ask why.
sighhsss*
aep frottage was funny.
haha i super screwed up but heck!
oh yeah.
and i seriously need a life!
hahaha.
boink.
ni ai wo maaaa!
-posed to al,zee,mel,evelyn,nirashe,uni,jo,sherlyn,mummy!
EVERY SINGLE DAY.hahahhahaha
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im blogging!
haha anyways.
life sucks.
im screwing up everything.
griinnn.
i screwed up lit i screwed up english.
ughhh.
sighhh.
anywas perth trip together with leadership camp killed me altogether.
heh i still have a pile of homework sitting in front of me.
furthermore.
a math test is tmr and i'm online...
-.- diaoo..i rock.
haha.
yeaaa.
i'll upload pics once i get my comp up and running.
and
im currently obsessed with nike dunks
ahahahhahaha
dont ask why.
sighhsss*
aep frottage was funny.
haha i super screwed up but heck!
oh yeah.
and i seriously need a life!
hahaha.
boink.
ni ai wo maaaa!
-posed to al,zee,mel,evelyn,nirashe,uni,jo,sherlyn,mummy!
EVERY SINGLE DAY.hahahhahaha
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
IM BACK!(:
-grin.
loads of pics.
lots of nougats and chocolates.
heee.
pretty fun i must say.
so freaking darn cold i tell you.(:
heeeee
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
hahaha going to perth soon.
now in the airport transit lounge using free internet!
grin
superr tired
i tell you!@
hopefully i'll have funn there.
lalalala.
dont miss me too much people
i know how impt my presence is but oh well what to do!
haha jkjk. any old how
.i have a crazy stack of holiday homework to do.
hee so i brought them along. ahahah.
i brought chinese, a math, and english(:
and two story books!
1.the guardian-nicholas sparks,
2.the curious incident of the dog at night time.
ladeedumm.
hopefully i'll have fun man!
with geog-.- but there's shopping!(:
anyways i gtg soon!
chowww!(:
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
i am back from camp!
:D/burnt.crazy.and happy.
lol its funny how come i actually miss camp.
basing on the fact that i was counting down the hours.
haha sleeping in a tent for two nights.
i must say is very interesting.esp.the part when u're cramped in.
sleeping shoulder to shoulder with alessa wacking u halfway through the night.
feeling the morning dew in your tent and in your shoes is also a very interesting experience.
which i didnt exactly enjoy.
haha suprise suprise.
it was literally also insect paradise.
i left home with no bites.
i come back with 10 insect bites.
rocking lah!haha and i tell you these insects were everywhere!
and i sprayed so much insecticide i think i smelt like the damned can of it.
now let me go on about the food:
hahaha it was relatively ok.in fact not bad for a camp.
one problem.
it was really dry and we were seriously lacking in water supply.
superr funny!in the end we just drank tap water from the public toilets.
hahahaha.and smart me didnt bring a water bottle.
honestly; when i thought of going to camp.
the though of me losing weight was very high.
but at THIS particular camp instead of losing weight.
i think i gained weight hahahaha they fed us like no one's buisness.
half the time i couldnt finished my food.
hahahahah.
but the fruits they provided was superr shiok.
haha bet their genetically modified!but since i loved fruits.hahahah.
oh wells who realy cares.
the activities we did:
MY GOD.
dragon boating and rope course was supperrr dee dupperrr FUNNN!
hahaha dragon boating was damn cool man we liked jump of the boat and swam in the kallang river!ahahaha
as for rope course.
it was suspended 30 feet high!
hahahahah I LOVED IT!i was climbing like no one's buisness and
the instructor was like " you are a natural monkey!"
haha cuz i was standing on the wooden poles thirty feet high with on leg up to climb further on.
hahah right at the top you had to stand on the plank.
and ring the bell.
which i did!felt really good when i did that.
haha no suprise that he called uni a chimpanzee!
hahahahha but monkeys are cuter.:P
rafting was ok lah.
didnt really enjoy it as much.
and our raft(no suprise) collapsed in the water!
hahahah but it looked really impressive before it collapsed.
well as everyone says, never judge a book by its cover.
-grins.
intiative games:
haha we got lots of compliments and we worked really well.
quite funky actually.
interclass circuit obstacles:
3/3 came in first!ahahahahha.
was supperrr fun! i loved it.even though i got mud all over myself.
and was REALLY dirty it was thoroughly challenging and fun!
the camp fire:
3/3 rocked lahhh!haha
it was really funny cuz we did like a really stupied dance and sang stupid stuff
but oh wells we enjoyed ourselves.
BATHING TIME:
MY GOD! i got so freaking angry.
we had a time limit of 3 minutes to bathe.
cuz there are basically 400 girls and 10 cubicles.
some stupid irresponsible idiots took freaking 10-15 minutes!
in the end i had to wait 1 hour.
and ended up bathing for 1 and a half minutes.
a totally unfair deal.
basically cuz.
1 hour for 1.5 minutes.
=.=.
haha oh yeah on the second night a few 2/1ners gathered outside on UNUSED garbage bags.
and watched the stars.
haha we saw shooting stars!so pretty!and the stars were so bright!
and then we sang funny songs and blah..
3/3's instructor:
MIAOLI! she rocks lahh!haha.
she scared me a total of two times during the camp.
and its no cuz im easily scared!she just pops out of nowhere behind me
then i turn around and get a fright!lol
overall the camp was actually fun and pretty much enjoyable lah.
although at times there were disagreements.
and there were scoldings.
-grin.
through the camp i actually also realised the bad points about me.
and the strong points about me.
which im really glad about.
as much as i enjoy and pretty much am happy with my class,
i somehow felt that if it was twooneohfour.
i would have enjoyed it a lot more.
mabbe cuz of how bonded we are.
haha oh yeah the sun was really hot as well.
=.=...and i got burnt haha/.
my mom just called me chocolate.
ehhhhh?!?!
anyways moving away from camp.
IM LEAVING FOR PERTH NEXT WEEK!
so soon righttt!
hahaha cant believe it myself.
and i have a funny feeling im gonna get more burnt.
cuz the sun there is 40 degrees celcius.
errrr-.-. SUNBLOCK!
haha
let me tell you about my very exciting schedule for march hols.
12-16 march; school perth trip.
17-19 march; leadership camp for CCA leaders.
LAUGHS.
i'll be spending 7days and 5 nights away from home.
leaving me 1 night at home.
hahahahaha so much for a holiday!
monday: i have art history test.
and im so screwed hahahah.
nvm.
shall fluff my way through.
anyways.
thanks to everyone who made the camp more enjoyable for me.
and thanks to everyone again who have cheered me up regarding jgs.
dont worry im fine now and well
looking on the bright side.at least i enjoyed myself.
AND there's always sec 4!
:D
now everybody come to our dance floor.
to our dance floor.
to our dance floor.
now everybody come to our dance floor.
oh wait STOP.
its three three time!
3/3 song-
we are 3/3.oh cant you see.
it is the class of you and me.
we will stand united always.
cuz we're the class of sec 3/3.
our form teacher is mr teh.
so victory is here to stay.
we will do our best for our class.
even if we finish last (which we didnt :D)
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