Monday, February 28, 2005
maybe like judith said,
i overprepped.
and maybe justice really doesnt exist.
i may look ad sound fine.
but inside im still threatened.
its a capatilistic society where one can nver understand that of truth.
when justic has not come about.
maybe im so affected cuz like what aaron has told us.
im one of the victims who have placed much emphasis of my life in debates.
really dont know.
sigh.
out of breaking into quaters.
hurts like hell esp. knowing when i dont deserve it.
maybe time will pass and i'l feel better.
sigh.
thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me up.
let me now.
drop.dead.die.
screwed up all my CAs today.
im screweddd!gahh!
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i am about the most stressed person right now.
excited=bad.
-i ate subway.
-grins!
yeahhs.
all i got to right now is that.
if i dont freaking do what i promised my entire team during the debate.
im gonna scream and hate myself.
i promise.
oh yea.
skl was okay.
dance was killer.
by suprise -grins.
my marks aint as bad as expected.
and i need proper food.
groan*
i shall go check debate stuff again.
lalalalal
cheero!
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
haha
doing research for jgs and geog fieldtrip.
shitt lahh!
haha yeahhsss.
i passed physics!
believe it or not!
haha totally unexpected.
i finally passed a math!
-grins.
missed sailing cuz i had physics SPA today.
haha screwed up like shit.
but who gives a damn.
-grins.
yeah so went for debate since the sailors had left.
umm..
interesting lah.
haha ended up gossiping a LOT!
yeahh lahhh!
damn tired.
gosh.and my ez-link card has no money!
-sobs
i hate using coins!
umm.
damn excited about leaving class early on friday.
HAHA.i miss double english and single geog.
woohoo!happinesss!
then again im not looking forward to friday as i have chem test.
:/
walks away*
haha i've been singing "yeah" non-stop at skl.
ahhh i love that song.
anyways.shld be researching.
grins.
chow!
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Friday, February 18, 2005
i have officially not blogged for 8 days -grins.
cuz brilliant me went to go and listen to everyone's nonsense and i went to go reset my computer.and now i cant figure out the settings!
so asides playing solitaire.
my computer is a white elephant.
kae.
let me tell you about my eventful 8 days.
today i went to town to ask people to do surveys for my IPW project.
funniness.it was so bloody funny.
shant comment much, except i have a RATHER crazy group.
-grins..
and mummy-rachel cheong has been nagging at me to update.
lol
yeahs and i have been doing damn badly for my CAs.
crapp lahh!
the only CA which i find my marks acceptable in is my lit.
i have failed chem by 1/2 mark!
failed geog by 1/2 mark!
dont ask about chinese and e math.
lol-walks away.
haha my eventful next week.
monday: physics CA
tuesday: physics SPA, SS test, E mathematics test,chinese CA part 1
wednesday: chinese CA part 2
thursday: FREE!kae.maybe CME stuff..
friday: chem CA & JGs ROUND 2!
ROCKING RIGHT!
lol.
my JGs motion sucksss!
my god.
im so gonna fail for physics.
sigh Mr Yap sucks-at teaching that is lol.
ehmm.
tmr i have no clue what to wear for gen's wedding .
lol.
im really excited to watch VCs finals though.
-grins*
lalalalla.
ATE MY SUBWAY TODAY!
YAYNESS!
:D.
i officially declare my love for subway ahahahhaha.
oh yeah valentine's day.
was...interesting haha.
yeahhssss.
anyways.
im getting very lazy.
groansss.
chowww!
till i fix my comp!
hee.
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
lalala.
i need to finish my aep painting by today.
or my head is gonna be sliced off by ms low tmr.
HELP
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
funny,
its chinese new yr so my eldest sister came back.
she keeps trying to strike a conversation with me.
but i cant seem to the way i did before she became a numerore.
there seems to be this resentment there.
is it because she left us or has she really changed that much.
she's now a freaking conservative.
she's narrow minded and getting annoying at that.
i've realised as well technically.
the f word isnt a bad word.
u know y.
cuz no one can define what actually is bad or not.
and furthermore it doesnt insult anyone.
it's just society's narrowmindedness which
makes them think this way.
my mom's getting grumpy.
cuz she busys herself too much.
i have no new clothes to wear.
but guess what.
i dont really care.
somehow i miss school.
):
i miss my class and its crazy people.
so much for happy chinese new year.
-yawn.
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Monday, February 07, 2005
happy chinese new year in advance!
:D.
i love fashion design!
oh.
and i failed geog by 1/2 a mark!
ughhh.
stupid MCQ.
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
i need to drop something.
my family is treating me like a freaking anorexic paitent.
its not.
seriously i eat.
i bring sandwiches i bring cookie bars.
i eat eat eat.
im just freaking hell busy.
my grandma is upset.
and yeah.
thats the point.
thats overboard for me.
cuz i really hate hurting her.
i need help.
i think im too busy/
urgh
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wahh.
feels damn shiok XD.
haha just went to the gym.
ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes at speed 8.9
hee.
then went swimming!
yeass.
was thinking about yesterday's VCs as i ran.
i felt that the last round against mgs was really damn wasted.
i mean i know this sounds damn dumb.
but honestly.if we hadnt left out that stupid clarification,
i'd be back at VCs on 19th of february.
sadness.oh wells.
nvm.
'bout 3 weeks to next round of JGs.
hope everything will be better.
not sure whether i shld go down on the 19th to support the fellow.
DEPers still in the competition.
XD.
yeas anyways.
life is hell busy.
and im so screwed cuz im not done with aep painting.
-yawnss*
im getting hungry.
wonders whats for dinner tonight.
anyways till another time .
cheerrooo!XD>
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oh man im poofed out from todays three debates.
yawn.
haha we didnt break into semis.
oh well.
-walks away*
haha.
I LOVE DEP 2004!
XD.haha had funn at holland V.
ahhhh.
samL!XD.
auyong twins!
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
heh,
decided to do a little DEP thing.
after looking at like a few
DEPers blogs.
tmr's the last training session.
haha
im gonna miss it for all the fun and ermm(if there were any) serious times.
hehh.
yeahh funny how the friendships in DEP jr managed to progress so fast.
-grins. its funny how from the very first session ,
we already started going out.
my gawd.
what incorrigible children we are.
haha and like they say,
never leave a room full of debaters to themselves.
heh,
yeah so mabbe we sorta racked up acs barker.
just a tiny lil bit.
but haha it was all for fun!XD.
:D
heh and i'll never forget all the scoldings
DEP jr got.haha we were forever getting into trouble and
forever eating!-diaooo
yeaa.and also not forgetting.
our fabulous coaches.
umm one of which never turned up( ponders)
lol.yupp yupps.
wishing all new and existing applicants good luck.
-nods*
and hopefully.
we'll be back as a group.
::. back to reality.::
HELP! i dont know whether i wanna go perth!
-frets*
:D
i shall now crash.
i have a competition at 8.30 tmr.
lol.
-mutters.
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Friday, February 04, 2005
im addicted to ba kua.
lol.
shit lah its damn shiok.
but damn fattening!
ahhhhhhhhh -sobs*
i shall try and find low-fat ones ..
VCs tmr.
hee just gonna go have fun.
haha.
screwed up my geog and a math tests like mad.
sucked lah.
was damn pissed.
failed chinese ca by 9 marks!
my god.
and i hate ms brenda wan.
U BITCH!
ugh!
in ur face u fake.
my god she sucks.
still can decide on whether i shld go perth or not.
sighh.
-dilemma*
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
im gonna miss sonia freaklishly truckloads.
sighh.
cried at the airport last night non-stop.
didnt cry much on the way back,
was too tired from dance n everything.
got back home at 12.
-grumbles.
couldnt wake up this morning,
lugged myself to skl.
oh yeah.
screwed up my chinese and chem tests yesterday
rocking lah./
had sailing physical training today.
my godddd.
haha tiring but fun!
had desert later!
yummy yummy!(X
i had mango longan with ice.
supperrr good!(X
skl was alrighttt.
geog+a math test tmr.
-goes amok-
I HAVE TO FINISH MY AEP HW!
my gawdd!HOW.
selling chocomania tix on sunday!
VCs on saturday.
HELP.
oh yeahh/
had PE today.
heh rather fun.
with the exception of dips.
im gaining weight i promis the sailing team.
seriously! i weighed myself just now.
AND ANDREA!UR THIGHS ARE SMALLER!
pffffftttt!.
so sweattyyy ewww.
hehh.
i hate geog.
dont now why in heavens im taking it.
-grumbles.
i miss sonn.
im gonna miss her even more during debates.
DAMN.
sighh life sucks.
i need a break.
-yawns.
IPW project is funny!haha
anyone willing to do surveys!XD.
tag and i'll pass you one asap.
hee.
and anyone wants to be interviewed?!
-boing*
so freaking tired,.
i've slept at like 1am for the past 4 nights?!
i am seriously poofed out.
i intend to crash by 10.30/11 tonight.
walks away-
stares at geog book.
bleghhhh!
MY GAWD! my a math sets is SO bad.
hahaha
im so much better at algebraic stuff!.
any old how.
im gonna try and put the pics of sonn's departure on blog
*(courtesy to al).
yeah even though i look really ugly and tired in them.
i've decided that sonn would really like it if i did that.
so yeahh.
mabbe later though.
i'd better wash up.
cuz i SERIOUSLY stink.
hehh.
(X
-grins.
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
sailing was funny,
the ride out of nsrcc was even funnier.
-refer to michelle's blog.
umm capsized 3 times.
im screwed!
i have 2 CAs tmr!
and i have yet to study for any!
-panics!
i freaking screwed up SS ca.
got damn lousy marks.
arghh.
i have no clue how im gonna study,
chinese and chemistry in one night.
i lovee love love you sonia,
and im gonna miss you truckloads.
im gaining weight,
im affirmative.
walks away and does -xi zi.
my gawdddd.
sooo many CAs this week.
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