Friday, March 31, 2006
lit play. ahahaha 4/3 champions! altho i didnt really do much; im really proud of u guys/ the cast and everyone else deserved it big time!
had loads of fun too.
and took many pics.
here are someee.
shall upload the rest later!
3 goofers!
mummmmyyyyy!
in actionn
boredom kills
miss kew chan.
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Thursday, March 30, 2006
foood glorrriooouusss fooooddhumm.
53rd annual sports day at chij secondary.
haha and that makes it my like second or 3rd?
time ever attending it. haha basing on the fact i always found it a bore and a complete waste of time.
and lastly; no form of house spirit has ever been instilled in me for some obscure reason.
however; always being a failure in life;
guilt and my ever prominent conscience refused to allow me to pon sports day this year.
hahaa after getting attendance; and running off;
zee and i decided that guilt was just too strong.
and so we walked back.
hahaha seems like the rest of the yellow house had to exact same ideologies of;
"what the hell am i doing here?!"
hence the cheering sucked.
haha so we decided -savie;zee;qian qian and me;
decided to be macho woman and made some attempts to instill some sense of pride in being part of a stupendously ugly colour house with shirts that could be noticed from sixty million miles away.
anyhow;yellow house still did suprisingly better than i expected.
and i gotta admit; im pretty glad i didnt skip my last sports day in IJ.
(:.
and then i watched ice age 2.
hahaha and i've decided that its damn bloody freaking cute.
AND mammoths are not fat, its the fur that makes them- POOFY.
:D and one day all of us will visit acorn heaven before sid the sloth saves us;
and goodbye acorn heaven!
i wanna go to peanut butter heaven.
:P
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
ICE AGE 2 OPENING 30TH MARCH- TOMORROW
SID ARRIVESSS!
1.do you know there are cowfishes?
2.do you know that dugongs are seacows?
3.do you know setting up a circuit is easy but getting the darn lightbulb to light up is another thing altogether?
4.do you know that chemistry tests are demoralising?
5. do you know why i write my english essays so darn slowly?
6.do you know that you should NEVER sprain your ankle?
7.do you know there are 2 7-11s, 1 delifrance and a bread shop at SGH?
8.do you know that hospital beds are SUPER cool?
9.do you know any method of losing weight?
those nine questions pretty much sum up my thoroughly eventful; exciting and wonderful day (:
tmr's sports day.
as reluctant as i am to go;
it is afterall my last sports day.
hahah i'll just arm myself with my geog tb in case i get too lethargic/ bored.
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Monday, March 27, 2006
falling asleep is inevitable my best trait.
-smiles drowsily.
and falls back into sub concsiousness
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
http://kevan.org/johari?name=VALALELORgo do!
hahaha i've decided i like watching mosquito larvaes die (:
just now i discovered that there were mosquitoes breeding in my toilet.
and what my maid did was to pour acid into the breeding cup.
and the larvaes started dancing.
hahaha i guess that was their form of showing how the corrosive acid was biting them up.
but they kept going back up for air;
so we poured about 3cm deep of oil into the cup to cut off their air supply.
-bye bye.
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http://kevan.org/johari?name=VALALELORgo do.
(:
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today was pretty much an eventful day.
went aunty shopping with al and took neoprints.
(:
and whilst shopping;
well it came to the idea of whether we were ready to leave secondary school life.
where we wanna go.
and how our lives are basically gonna change.
be reminded that this is all whilst we're happily walking around causeway.
in and out of places like john little and metro.
and getting hellos from old man.
haha.
then we went to watch the quarter finals debate.
cat. high against nanyang.
the match of the yr in my opinion.
and well something i gotta be honest i was disappointed with.
not going into too much details of my own persnal opinions on the match-up.
well;
watching the debates brought back loads of memories.
i guess the reality of my debating career being over hasnt exactly sunk in as of yet.
something still flickers within me that im still gonna have another chance to stand on the floor and feel the excitement and life of debating again.
but somehow such hope seems shortlived as i recall the possibilities of me ever going back into the circuit.
im somewhat hesitent to have to live through the politics of the debate circuit.
and somehow developed a fear of becoming a white elephant if i were to return to debates.
it feels redundant to not speak and yet be in debates.
pathetic for that matter.
and degrading to my soul and mentality.
as i watched the debate.
nodded to fantastic arguments and looked upon the people.
i feel attached; glued and stuck to the fact that something so precious in my lifestyle has retracted. feels oddly awkward.
yet thinking about it otherwise;
its a blessing in disguise- i have to start sitting down and studying.
dreaming big and doing nothing aint gonna get me anywhere.
to ahpa and al;
lets be the daft idiots to aim high for rj.
and if we should fall short.
let it be done. at least we know we tried.
debates is but a game.
its either we keep playing or turn off the remote.
in all; lets enjoy the rest of the debates.
sit back; not dwell.
but look ahead to the better aspects of what we have.
i dont think i can possibly love you guys more than i already do.
thanks.
time is but a trance.so fast it dances.so draining; it call.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
So, ladies! {Yeah!} Ladies! {Yeah}
If you wanna role in my Mercedes {Yeah!}
Then turn around!
Stick it out!
Even white boys got to shout
Baby got back!
hhahaha i love this song.
it comforts the fact that being fat is ok.
haha
anyhow life's been screwy wheee!
im deaddd!completely.
and burnt.
aye aye!nvm the week's coming to an end.
hohohoho shopping tomorrow!whee.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
GUESS WHO PASSED CHINESE.
(:
ME.
im super happy.
eh then again maybe not.
gained 3 kg.
hahahah i rock!
err and had to miss sailing cuz of prac.
ughhh.
moo/
mugging time.
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Monday, March 20, 2006
5 day regatta is over.
im brain drained man.
did horribly today.
rather depressing really.
but food made it all up.
*(:
ate dim sum and stuffed myself with delicious chinese pastries
and sumptous grandmother's cooking..yummaye.
hahaha stuffed myself till i felt round happy and bloated.
im seriously quite jelat from sailing.
but wont be taking break since there's trg on tuesday.
pfft. i just mugged in 2 weeks worth of chemistry work.
rocks lah hahaha.
im not even sure how long its gonna linger in my brain for.
my eye is steadily closing and my skin is burnt as hell.
hahaha luckily not as bad as 3011's though.
hahaha he looks like the maroon colour of his shirt.
im just DARK BROWN (not black!) altogether.
hahah with horribly distinct tannlines.
millions of bruises and cuts.
and disgusting dead skin steadily peeling itself off my very burnt face.
brilliance i swear!
I LOVE MR SUN.
oh yeahh.
and before i forget.
i've decided that i want a B4 for my chinese o levels at least,.
which inherently means that im gonna have to try and find ways to start improving my marks AND. to stop sleeping halfway through chinese tests.
hahaha there's seriously something wrong with me.
i sleep whenever; wherever and however.
quite cool ahh.
hahaha maybe its cuz half the time im still up at such hours doing stupid things/
yeahh..that must be it.
ayeee.
im going to go do my chinese and amath and go SNOOZE.
ps.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLY GOAT! I LOVE YOU!
ohhh wanna check out what my life revolves about?:
satisfying sir stomach; stone; sleep; speak; sail; shopping; study
(:
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
today was okayy lah.
haha i do know one thing though;
IM MAJORLY BURNT
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
im redder than a lobster lahh!
and btw it hurts like crazy.
oh significant piece of news for the day!
i got 4 turnturtles on one run...im good man hahaha.
(: i've become like super expertised at uprighting my boat lahh!
other than that./
the day's been ok.
and the hols are coming to an end..
>.<
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sailing competition day 1:
hiking strap snaps on my close haul.
i fly... i see the sky!
and i smash into the water!
funkayeeeee.
haha race 3:
capsize 7 times on the same spot.
go mee...
MOOO!(:
mag low at 0730!
im gonna SLEEP>
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
you know i never will be;
of what you see.
two strongs will never see eye.
forget about the goodbye.
remember the feuds.
collate all them good.
staunch pieces they stay;
they'll never fly far away.
my actions may kill
and stab you still.
so sorry about the bill;
i know it'll take long to heal.
clustered wills and stubborn thrills.
spin- the minute hand shrills
drowning souls and lifeless stance;
make no effect to me and hence-
the point we've come.
it hurts i sum.
the words still drum;
-no such word as change.
i never will.
it suppresses your charge.
but i'll just sit at my sill.
nothing's intentional;
no means for me to fool.
the idiotical imminence of irony lives through;
too different our thoughts, so far they fall in hue.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
this is hilarious im supposed to be walking to holland v now to go to bk and do my work.
but upon further probing into my new laptop, i realised that i can sneak into my neighbour's internet wireless connection. the catch is that she can possibly see everything im doing now but i dont really give a shit. have pity on this poor child! im the 16 yrs old living in a generation of computers and the internet and i only go onine once a week lah!
haha and the internet signal is really low too. but ah heck.
anyhow; was talking to al; and the journry really is all over.scgs got the last spot into the quarters and well..yeaps its all over babehh.
the incredible journeys i've had.
the screw ups and the successes
worse still; my worst performance was on my last debate
lol. but its all of the past and its time to look ahead to something new and a new room to discover upon entering into an unknown door; which has been kept closed and locked tight all this while.
now its time to unveil what challenges behold me.
and to bring a closure to my debating career.
i sincerely hope the juniors bring IJ to glory in the coming years and become the true successors of judith and nalli's team/
i wish them good luck and all the best!(:
and no matter what when they need me; i'll be there to help and standby
with gummy bears; goldfish snacks; hershey chocolates and standby cases(;
it feels so funny that so soon al and i will be taking over char's and van's roles.
haha the ex seniors. aka. food suppliers and extra cases.
i've loved it all and enjoyed every single bit of it,
debates itself has been something so wonderful im afraid no one can ever understand.
if no one had ever actually had the experience of debating where i have and the people i have debates with; those people can really never ever understand how much joy it has brought to me and the memories i clutch close to my heart.
i was looking at al's tabulas post and i decided that we really do think alike.
walking down memory lane and tripping over her
own shoes; whilst i trip over chair's legs and sonn being blind altogether;
i present to you the under14s team of 2004.
so what if we had never debated before; we were the freaking semi finalists man!
haha that was the result of 4 minute speachers; crap structures and stupid POIs.
PLUS truckloads worth of fun.
this was the unforgettable team; and these 2 were the people i thought were going to be the ones debate alongside me for the rest of my career. the ones who i knew were always going to be there for me; and most importantly bring laughter into a prep room (:
but i guess god had something else in plan; sonn had to leave.
leaving al and i; 2/3s of the semi-finalist team to uphold the school's rep and to continue the aims of debating in ij;
where having fun took primary roles and secondary to it was the debate itself.
if there's anything else in the world i would want to have to relive my debating career i'd seriously do it with no one else but with sonia sri and alessa pang as my team-mates.
not that char and van weren't brilliant.
but there was just this tinge between son al and me.
this magical force working amongst us and an invisible string that held and bundled us tight;
where staring at each other would immediately transmit rebuttals and cases.
we read each other minds and that just worked it all out.
the best part is that the only team we kept losing to was mr bryan chan and joel chan's team.
i would go on forever but it would really get draggy; so yes.
for al;
babe; no one in the world could ever replace you.
yeah so skeptical people are now gonna tage saying..
you say this now but 20 yrs down the road who knows where this friendship could go.
but so what! its not like i give a damn!
even if out friendship withers out in years to come.
the fact is the experiences we've shared can never be replaced.
and someday they will indefinitely resurface.
there's no other better 1st/2nd speaker that i'd rather work with than you,
haha and no one else can share my passion for papayas and having 2 older sisters like you do.
AND no one else i would rather kiss than you,
plus the fact we can really act crook haha.
but yeah; our debate careers have taken a turn and thats something we cant change.,
from being in DEPjr with you; getting into U14s semi finals and JGs 2006.
i tell you alessa pang yi ching there aint no better lady to work with than to stand by u and debate alongside.
who knows; one day; maybe our pink tshirts and us will go farrrrrr!
we fought the battle of Yahweh. and Yahweh knows best (:
michy chang!
there aint no coach like you man.
w/o you im not sure where i would even be now.
but one things for sure;
thanks so much for your utter brilliance.
and i'll repay that back someday (:
whens the next trip to holland v aye?
to ahpa and sam; thanks for being al and my punching bags!
to ahpa:
dude; you're the one guy i think i could have died had you been not there.
everyone knows how bloody ignorant and independent i am;
haha except you; you are just the brains behind what i say and there's no one else who knows my other side but you man.
thanks for all the late night calls i think i'd have died if not for them and the damn bloody briliant advice that you have supplied to me.
you've bcome the idiot who barracked me at my 2nd ever debate to the guy who knows me inside out.
if there's any speaker i'll stand for and support to the very end of this tournament;
i'll stand with you and scream "GO AHPA!"
thanks once again; for all the help and support you've given.
and for all of my debates you've attended;
your presence was undeniably one of my pillars of strength.
btw i got a new phone.
using my old number.
cuz without you; i feel lost.; The way The truth and The light
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
once again on friday night we suffered and downed the bitter concussion of defeat.
felt bad.
sucked for that matter.
but gotta stay strong and everything.
soon i'll do the speech i always wanted.
walk down the memory lane of debates.
this week has been eventful;
i lost my phone AGAIN.
i sprained my ankle for the third time.
i failed my physics test didnt know a single thing.not even the formulas.
i lost the debate against UWC.
i gained 2 kg.
i have a freaking L1R5 of 18points; cuz my L1 i got a C6..-.-
i fought the battles of Yahweh and i lost them.
rocking revolution.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
(: in the computer lab.
doing debates..
but my brain is dead cuz im so bloody tired.
today during PE i found out i gained 2kg..ughh.
but i cant be bothered no more.
im a hungry and growing child who is constantly in need of nutrition (:.
oh and i sprained my ankle for the 3rd time./
(: rocks eh? yeah it hurts the most too amongst all the three times.
i rock lahh!woohoo!
so tmr against uwc i guess there'll be no court shoes for me.
i've decided that its time for me to be soppy all over again
-grins.
today we took sailing yrbook picture.
and i figured that like,
its the last time having such yrbook pictures
in IJ and i guess well,
that makes quite an impact cuz im gonna miss the times here.(:
tmrw as i take my individual photos and class photos.
i think its gonna play loads with some thoughts;
on how i used to stare at the seniors in the yrbook,
scrutinise their individual photos and wonder when my day will come,
when one day i would be smiling at the camera all by myself for my graduating photo which marks the end of the 10 years i've spent in this environment.
feels good dont it? that the closure of this chapter is hitting me so soon.
seems much like i was rushing through all this while.
whizz and whoosh goes time man (:
ironic it is too, that the friendships i've built within these years have left me pondering if they'll last all the way through like how my sisters have somewhat done.
tmr evening as well might just mark my last and final debate if i dont win.
even if our team does win, its just about 2-3 debates away from the closure of a chapter in my secondary school life.
debating itself has brought so much exhaustion and tantrums
its almost funny im not emotionally psycho yet (:
anyhow; shan't dwell much further in case we really do win tmr.
i'll save it all for the final one.
as for sailing; there's still some time to spare.
to kill and to enjoy whats left of it.
the burns. the salt and the injuries.
lets save it for that last round.lets whack smack bam.give it our best and let god do the rest!heyy. after all, we are from a catholic school;trust in him and he'll guide you along.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
i've decided i cant fast to save my life.
lol i've given up fasting.
haha and ended up indulging in desert and muffins.
tmr regatta.
haha im screwed man.
totally unprepared and untrained!
and i think i dislocated my ankle during tap dancing GRINS.
GO ME!
anyhow;
next week against UWC.
-prays hard.
the week's been nice and everything.
a bit stressful and tiring but altogether manageable.
LALA.
lazzy to blog.
oh yeah loads of photos uploaded from perth n other stuff.
mooo.
CHEERIO!
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