Saturday, December 31, 2005
IM BACK.
FAT AND WITH LOADS OF SHOPPING.DANGGIT SCHOOL"S GNA START.
hah!
shall update i detail next time.
now i just wanna..
stone.
I SAW DAMN A LOT OF COWS!
(:
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Monday, December 26, 2005
pssst,
did i mention i finished a 9kg turkey by myself?
WHOOO go me :)
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moo at the airport now.
haha christmas is overr!
had a lovely time esp singing in the 6pm choir on christmas eve!
<3 the choir people haha.
anyhow gonna be flying off to aussie in approx 50 mins time.
godd... i personally think perth's a really dull place to go to.
but oh wells.shall just go and find good shopping (:
yeapps.
shall be back on the 31st at 925-930 pm.
WHOOO!grins and then i better start on my homework haha.
anyhow;
belated merry christmas to everyone and a happy oxing day (:
thanks everyone for all the christmas greetings.
and thanks for all the presents.
*wooden ones too!lol.
lemme try a happy poem:
the lights so bright
my feelings so light
cloud nine i'd be
wanna join me?
the smiles i see
just come with glee
for lucky me
discovered an ounce,
of some good luck.
much better than duck
(:
LOVE LOVE MUAH MUAH.
cheerio!
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Friday, December 23, 2005
sorry for ruining the festive mood with my depressing poems.
but here's another one.
fresh from my brain this morning.
lol.
confusion i feelsadness is here.hollow, my pain;so empty within.this weight i carry,is nothing like berry.it's weighing me down,from doning my crown.my wait has been;futile indeed.droop down within,lives on, my pain.whatever happened,from trust to stoned.for now i can't.not even- give chance.how sweet these beasts, they always please.yet behind their cover,we then discover;their shares of hateand claws unleash t'wards bait.as time wears on.the sherry is gone,fl'ers withered oldand life's gone cold.a glass once full,is now of bull.forever will be,resistance from she.because of once,upon that ounce. that sealed her strength,ds'pite the great length.a fool she'd been,a hero though seen.a beast she kept,for it she wept.hmm.. before everyone starts thinking im suicidal.
lol nah im not.
you know when you have one of those troubling thoughts.
that never go away.
yeahhh that's whats been lingering in me.
btw have i mentioned.
that when you're feeling rather down and well alone;
dont ever walk in the rain and listen to damien rice.
cuz trust me if u're not strong enough and have no friends.
haha you're seriously gonna enter into depression or become suicidal.
cuz thats exactly what i did yesterday and whoaaa.
i was swept away like the rainwater dropping into the drain and flowing through into the canal.
haha basically i got even more depressed.
but then again when u enter a house which encompasses samantha goh( my sis) how can you ever feel sad..lol.
yeah haha.
anyhow just ran to town from home.
not long really, 33 minutes..-.-"
doesnt even fulfill my full 40 mins that i normally run.
so im now contemplating on whether i should run back too.
haha but gotta be home by 530? need to go for penitential service.
whoo!
christmas eve tmr!
and im sick.
lol im coughing like a crazy cow.
sighh.nvm prevents me from eating anything fried.
what im crazy about now:
"Amie"Nothing unusual, nothing strangeClose to nothing at allThe same old scenario, the same old rainAnd there's no explosions hereThen something unusual, something strangeComes from nothing at allI saw a spaceship fly by your windowDid you see it disappear?Amie come sit on my wallAnd read me the story of OAnd tell it like you still believeThat the end of the centuryBrings a change for you and meNothing unusual, nothing's changedJust a little older that's allYou know when you've found it,There's something I've learned'Cause you feel it when they take it awaySomething unusual, something strangeComes from nothing at allBut I'm not a miracleAnd you're not a saintJust another soldierOn the road to nowhereAmie come sit on my wallAnd read me the story of OAnd tell it like you still believeThat the end of the centuryBrings a change for you and meAnd Amie come sit on my wallAnd read me the story of OAnd tell it like you still believeThat the end of the centuryBrings a change for you and meits by damien rice btw.
and another super good song to check out: delicate/
haha but be warned..they are super sad songs.
moo.
yeahh
a merry christmas everyone and a happy new year (:
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
like autumn leaves they fallthey're dancing in a ballher eyes so meekhis face so bleakthe tune it woundsso smooth it soundsits yearn to breatheyet suddenly ceasethis life it clingswould be deceasedflow through it callsyet how it stallsof why is thisi cannot believetis' sweet it islike candy it seemsbut cold withinis how it sins.no matter how strong, the yearn it bringthe doors are closed,shut tight, to bleedlike ice it feelsfirm solid it shrillsno breaking withinno cracks are seen.how wretched this queenher fate has beenhas past come backto prevent this tack.for never it'll be.because of he.acceptance has nowbeen latched from thee.cant resist typing this in:
"bravado killed the dragonnothing more than a rusty wagon"heh hope the person who came up with that doesnt mind.
haha yeah.
okay umm.
i gained weight.
seriously man no matter what i do i end up gorging like a pig.
ughhh! need to lose the damned weight which refuses to be lost.
and im losing my voice.
haha having a mild sore throat
and err coughing a bit.
and christmas is like in 3 days.
-faints.
okay asides those bad stuff.
went to watch nutcracker last night.
wasnt too bad (:
but rather draggy.
and went cycling hahaha.
congratulate me i didnt crash into anyone!
but everyone else around me was crashing..-.-"
hehh.
my bad omen.
grins anyhow;
i'll be back in singapore for the new yr!
whoo haha coming back on the 31st at 930!
grins.
super happy..cannot imagine myself living more than 2 weeks in perth.
I"D DIE OF BOREDOM.
AND i need to do finish my hols homework.
grins.
anyhow been wrapping and purchasing christmas presents.
till im close to dead broke haha.
but doesnt matter;
its the festive season!
and hoho for the next week i'll be fully utilizing having my parents around me in perth.
moo!
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Monday, December 19, 2005
hahaha i swear im not meant to go to perth!
hoho!
bookings for the service apts cannot be made!
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hmm..
past few days have been pretty cool.
(: had church camp.
went cycling.
err watched king kong.
grew fatter.
grew fatter.
and AHHHHHHH.
(: yeahh.
haha went carolling too.
had a super fun time.
watched meet the fockers at church camp (:
we rock right lol. the irony!and we were like 10 metres from the priests' house.
moo.and the guys ate like 20 cheese burgers and 10 packs of large fries..
-walks away.
anyhow.
i havent started xmas shopping.
-panics.
griin.
dont feel like blogging.
sighhhh.
CHEERRIIOOO!
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
haha go me.
i had a very futile attempt at playing the guitar just now.
haha and have decided to resign to fate for a while.
lol.
havent exercised the whole day.
far too lazy today.
had the spar this morning.
it was horrible haha but nvm.
mango saleee!
haha but i dont exactly like crowds so never mind haha.
sighh sonn's coming back at 6 this evening.
(: gonna go fetch her..
then sammii's coming back at 1130..-.-"
so i've decided to just stay in the airport for 5 plus hours to study whilst waiting.
cuz it'd be dumb for me to travel all the way home and go back to the airport again.
yes so haha.
if anyone wants to join me in my pursuit of getting 6 points next yr haha u're welcome to.
oh yeah was walking out of my estate just now and i saw this rj girl.
and i've suddenly been inspired once again to go to rj!
WHOOO!
so i must study superr hard!
-gonna try and motivate myself but hopefully not die out before the O's
moo.
im now gonna go stone.
and go prepare to get sonn.
and maybe go shopping a bit.
haha feel a bit shoppish now.
anyhow;
cheerrriiooo! (:
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
im back!
60 bucks poorer.
but armed with a nice new black jacket.
(: im a happy girl now.
hee
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i stung my tongue.
ow..hahah stupid pineapple.
yesterday had been a pretty cool day lah.
lol. thank goodness there were no straw hats.
had loads of fun.
and yeah got a comment on my golddigger theme..-.-"
haha nvm that.
today was well..annoying at the immigration place.
the damned woman refused to put my christian name on my ic.
nvm..
then i was so blur as to miss my stop and end up at tanjong pagar haha.
hilarious i swear,
hence for once; uni was earlier than me.
-smashes head against the wall.
finally got my stationary!hoho.
and well dance was..err..duhhh.
he new dance is really spas haha.
u like walk 3/4 of it.
anyhow got spar with acsi tmr at 9am.
but there's man utd against wigan tonight.
ugh. - dilemma.
ah heck gonna try and watch!
haha oh yes;
my cow poem didnt exactly turn out happy..
-.-" hmmm haha i'll just share it anyways;
their name is known;their call has grownnot near the moon;but blue lagoon.the wild they live,in zoos they breed;their speech we heed"moo" is their plead.In another aspect,their cling for respect.to stop their killand let them heal.like mammals we are.survival their care.release them freelike their plea.(:
tadaaaa!
anyhow hahaha gonna buy my nice black jacket from forever 21 now.
cheerio!-watches sixty bucks fly away.
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Monday, December 12, 2005
this is exactly how im feeling:
since you've been gone;
i can breathe for the first time.
im so moving on!
thanks to you.
i get what i wanttt!.
since you've been gone.
(: and boy does it feel good.
haha people close to me wld know what im referring to.
its been 9.5 months mann!haha.
finally!
anyhow.
asides almost getting knocked down by a van this morning.
hahahaha nth much interesting has happened today.
grins..oh yeah and the stitches as well.
cldnt run very much the stitches hurt really really badly almost had to cab home instead.
but i walked about 15 mins and then ran the last 12 mins.
anyhow im gonna sound like a super huge pig now.
but anyonw noticed how subway is getting stingey( ?! my sp is going haywires)
yah..most of u guys shld know what a huge subway freak i am.
but recently when i've gone there; their portions are getting smaller.
and they put a limit to the amt of veggies u can get even if u're getting a veggie delight..-.-"
which btw is very retarded. not that i always order veggie delight or anything.
but yeah!
and i noticed that like they're getting unhygenic; just the other day the girl used the knife she used to cut paper to cut my bread.-.-"
other than that i dont exactly have much more protests but like..
i think im getting out of the subway phase..into a...hmm.
dessert phase.
hence the stupid weight gain.
so annoyed.-.-" ughhh.
by the end of this yr i swear if i dont shed any kg im gonna join cenosis!
hhaha a new willing spokesperson they have!
DID YOU SEE THE ADVERT IN TODAY"S PAPERS!!
the woman lost 33kg in 90days.
DO U HAVE ANYCLUE HOW MUCH THAT IS?!
so unfair.
-mutters.
today val is going cycling.
FINALLY haha i havent cycled in 6 months.
i wont be suprised if i cant balance on the bicycle anymore.
btw have i ever blogged about how dangerous a cyclist i am?
hahaha i crashed into like 2 bladers and 1 cyclist the last time i cycled at east coast.
GRIN anyhow im going to east coast again today hahaha.
so yea if u hear the news on like some cycling disaster.
YOU KNOW WHY!
(: can come and visit me at raffles hospital.hoho!
and contribute to my "help val" funds.
yeah then i was staring at the beauty campaign for dove just now.
and i realised im in full support for it!
haha
okay other than that i shall maybe go compose my poems now..
or alternatively just shoot myself grins for being so bored.
oh yeah composed a poem the other night..
pretty sad..but okay lahh.
as darkness displayedsights of pain revealedwithin himself the sorrow fillsof andeless depth and lost willfading from himthe colours of lifehad passion gone coldand slid awaywas it to end this wayhis heart od scabs which filled the holesbore deep the grudge of painthis hate of his which cannot cease.has left him standing thereelation and exuberance of life.reflected through her eyes.this shining radiant lightshone bright from deep within.the lift of lips which shower her snares.seemed delirious beyong belief.they reached far near to the endd of her earsand stiffen into a gleebut deep within, her sorrow dwellsof unforgotten past.these jumbled thoughts of messed up scenesdenies the face she tellsthey're seperate poems btw.heh/
sighh so cold.
oh yeah and for some obscure reason im leaving on the 26th and coming back on the ninth!?!
haha cuz my family is on waiting list for return tickets.
screwed man..and perth is so boring.
oh god..-.-"
i shall stone there..
haha and for some REALLY weird reason my mom wants to go fishing.
which i responded to as a "NO"
basically cuz it reminds of someone i find really queer haha
most sailing people should know who he is.
he's one year older than me and WEIRD.
(even guys agree! haahah)
anyhow i shall go gossip with nicole online now who is halfway ard the world in nz!
HOHO!(:
cheerio!
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
haha today sucked.
i actually felt like sailing and there was no wind.
-smashes head against the wall.
haha nvm that went swimming instead.
and honestly i think i have like 1 litres worth of chlorine water in my head right about now.
lol i had loads of fun though (:
no poem today.
heh too stoned and chlorine-filled.
haha but if i had to compose one.
it'd definitely be a happy one.
lol
other than that its been a pretty weird but super cool sunday.
and michelle dropped my ipod whilst playing heart attack..
-.-"
heh but it still works just as brilliantly.
anyhow let me just try a on the spot poem haha
the sun may set
i feel so glad
above the stars i seem
in smiles i leave
of thee i see
of imprints left in me
(: best i can do for now hahaha
im gonna eat my dinner now.
yummyyy..
sigh btw.
i seriously need to lose weight.
took my weight just now.
and i feel like shooting myself.
MOO.
SAVE THE COWS!haha
(zee alr ate beef.-.- i havent!)
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
on empty plainsi make my claimsto what belongs to thy.the melting smile.the toffee i smellit all just goes so well.the face i seeis grey like meyet pleasant it is indeed.i hear them sayit is to stayand sway along with thee.in smiles i breakdespite my achereminds me much of cake (:haha i realised im not very good with happy poems.but oh wells.
anyhow today's competition sucked.
my start wld have been oh so brilliant had i not been afraid of those stupid nat sailors.
sighh i had heaved two right in front of the whole nat squad.
just beside the OD boat.
not bad eh?
but it was all too good to be true;
i got scared by the whole nat squad cuz they kept cursing at me that i tagged away.
and hence my awful results.
-smashes head against the wall.
nvm that.
i got stuck in a huge mass of boats at the downwind mark.
and ended up in irons.
oh god forbid.
yeah.
but despite all this crap.
im still a super happpy person today.
haha and i have no clue why.
but oh wells.
anyhow;
im aching alr.cuz i was hiking out like crap for the first close haul up.
but...no matter what i do.
people just seem to surpass me.
im pretty glad that it stormed though.
really didnt want to do a second race.
-sigh
i guess i gotta brace myself for at most 3 races tmr.
-sob. and i tire out after one.
the brilliance i am is seriously unbelievable.
there's something i realised today too.
i seriously SERIOUSLY need to get another skin for my ipod.
if i look at this pink skin for one more week im gonna scream.
-.-" my dad and his weird logics.
sigh means i gotta pay for my own grey one.
ugh.
anyhow.
am awaiting school to be opened and get killed by the teachers for not doing my work.
hahaha i think im gonna fail all the opening tests.
sigh.
anyhow;
in the meantime thou shall just stone and be happy stoning.
i wld preferbly like to sleep earlier as well.
-yawn slept at like 130...and woke up at 630...
god knows why.
oh yeah was on the train just now.
and it was seriously hilarious.
haha i was talking to sham, and we were discussing about our aspirations.
and this is what i have decided im gonna do in the coming future.
1. learn the guitar and drums and start my own band.
we're gonna make it big man! haha.
2. learn how to play "the blower's daughter" on my guitar and sing it in lounges.
3. learn how to play tennis and somehow become the next maria sharapova (:
4. start my own political party or alternatively join the man in white haha.
5. become some super famous catwalk star adorning my own designs.
6. compose many many many poems.compile them and sell it to schools to use for unseen poem!(: GRIN.
anyhow.
i shall now go STONE!
im gaining weight AGAIN..sigh cuz i keep eating so much and later convincing myself i need the energy for the competition.
which i hardly use in the end.
-gonngggg.
good song:
And so it isJust like you said it would beLife goes easy on meMost of the timeAnd so it isThe shorter storyNo love, no gloryNo hero in her skyI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes...And so it isJust like you said it should beWe'll both forget the breezeMost of the timeAnd so it isThe colder waterThe blower's daughterThe pupil in denialI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes...Did I say that I loathe you?Did I say that I want toLeave it all behind?I can't take my mind off of youI can't take my mind off youI can't take my mind off of youI can't take my mind off youI can't take my mind off youI can't take my mind...My mind...my mind...'Til I find somebody new
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they paint the night.
they show their might
of blind who flock
and follow the clock.
the sudden wail
its hand is still;
midst flashing light
sign's bleeding bright
her face is worn
much like stone;
'mongst them she stares
of whom she cares.
im really really tired.
i dont want to sail no more.
i just want to dance my life away.
tralala.
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Friday, December 09, 2005
elaborately furnished
alone she stood;
her passion so deep
her face so bleak;
her sinking will
makes its kill,
spiralling blur
of all that's here.
the eyes are blind
they rush like wind
of endless pit they seem.
was on the train;
and wasnt feeling exceptionally good so.
yeah made up a poem.
sigh today's race sucked.
big time i screwed up so badly.
i might as well have not sailed.
it was so fucking bad.
and no matter what i did people kept overtaking me.
damn fucking pissed.
i really wasnt in a mood to joke but i had to show a nice face.
couldnt take it;
blew up in the end.
i cant believe i did so fucking badly.
im so screwed lah.
i really am starting to wonder whether bryan was right when he told me to quit sailing last yr and just focus on debates.
it annoys the hell out of me that i forsake so much just to pursue sailing and still do so fucking badly in it.
and bryan was right the debate circuit is a lot better a place to get somewhere.
i had to be smart and try to be a barter of both trades/
and now im crap at both.
ugh and best part about it is that i sacrifice my academics for my CCAs.
seriously go me.
im completely disillusional.
to a certain extent i cant wait to get out of here.
get away from the mess i'm in.
get a fucking proper CCA which i enjoy and doesnt happen to stress me out.
preferbly get somewhere in my academics instead of perpetually sucking at every damn subject even what used to be my pet subject which i ended up with a freaking B3.
dammit.
this sucks.
i have two more days of races.
and im over with sailing for this yr.
honestly.
i cant wait .
i really cant;
i just want to have a chance to properly start staring at my textbook and actually know what the hell is going on in there/
i want to for the first time in my life finish my hol homework.
and for gods sake i want time to sleep properly.
and not get anxiety attacks every night before competition hence not sleeping.
F is for fool.
Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself.Then at the end of the list, 5 names that are in line to do this.Dont forget to leave a comment 'You've been tagged'in their blogs to read yours. you cannot tag back.
1.i really like cows and mooing
2.i have a fettish for anything skinny or slim for that matter.
3. i like girls with hot bods.im not bisexual or homosexual tho.
4.my dairy is grey, furry and err...has paw prints..=.=
5. i think burping is cool cuz i do it (:
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
SAVE THE COWS!
FROM THEIR ANGUISH;PAIN;SORROW.
AND SAVE ME!
FROM SAILING COMP TMR.
-dies.
haha had a crazy time today.
10am: pride and prejudice.
12-3: tanah merah doing sailing stuff
(lugging 3 sails and a lifejack BY MYSELF)
3-4:meet sham.
4-8: with uni.going crazy.
haha.
yeaps and i ate like crazy today.
sighh.
had a mocha frap.
which btw is SUPER fattening.
sighh.
tmr need to run.
but im not sure whether its wise to run before a competition.
-stones
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
SUKIYAKKIIIIII.
moo
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SUKIYAKKIIIIII.
moo
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She take my money when I'm in need
Yea she's a trifflin friend indeed
Oh she's a gold digga way over town
That dig's on me
She did me wrong
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head
Cutie the bomb
Met her at a beauty salon
With a baby louis vuitton
Under her underarm
She said I can tell you ROCI can tell by ya charm
Far as girls you got a flock
I can tell by ya charm and ya arm
but I'm lookin for the one
have you seen her
My psychic told me she have a ass like SerenaTrina, Jennifer Lopez, four kids
An i gotta take all they bad ass to show-biz
Ok get ya kids but then they got their friends
I Pulled up in the Benz, they all got up In
We all went to Den and then I had to pay
If you f**kin with this girl then you betta be payed
You know whyIt take too much to touch her>
From what I heard she got a baby by Busta
My best friend say she use to fuck wit Usher
I dont care what none of yall say I still love her
[Chorus:]
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head
18 years, 18 years
She got one of yo kids got you for 18 years
I know somebody payin child support for one of his kids
His baby momma's car and crib is bigger than his
You will see him on TV Any Given Sunday
Win the Superbowl and drive off in a Hyundai
She was spose to buy ya shorty TYCO with ya money
She went to the doctor got lypo with ya money
She walkin around lookin like Micheal with ya money
Should of got that insured got GEICO for ya moneeey
If you aint no punk holla We Want Prenup
WE WANT PRENUP!,
YeaahIt's something that you need to have
Cause when she leave yo ass she gone leave with half18 years, 18 years
And on her 18th birthday he found out it wasn't his
[Chorus:]
(She did me wrong)Now I aint sayin she a gold digger
(When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggazget down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head
Now I aint sayin you a gold digger you got needs
You dont want ya dude to smoke but he can't buy weed
You got out to eat and he cant pay yall cant leave
There's dishes in the back, he gotta roll up his sleeves
But why yall washin watch him
He gone make it into a Benz out of that Datson
He got that ambition baby look in his eyes
This week he moppin floorz next week it's the fries
So, stick by his sideI know his dude's ballin but yea thats nice
And they gone keep callin and tryin
But you stay right girl
But when you get on he leave yo a** for a white girl
Get down girl go head get down
Get down girl go head get down
get down girl go head get down
get down girl go head(can you play that back)
I LOVE THIS SONG.(:
-dies.
anyhow;
today i seriously ate like i hadnt eaten for fourteen days.
went for sushi buffet
and i didnt even run today.
ugh super disappointed in myself;
gonna go running tmr or it'll be really bad.
i really feel like a pig oh man..
anyhow;
today was a pretty interesting day.
heh my ipod has broke the 500 mark! i have about 700 songs!
whee haha.
loong way more to go hee.
yeaps but i have the golddigger song in my ipod..
grins (:
yeah then erm..
sammie's back!(: super happy.
i love my sis to bits and pieces.
and she's still all pretty and everything.
why did the genes have to stop..=.=
and i had dance,
was rather funny really;
haha the dance is so fast that i feel like im running instead of dancing.
quite hilarious.
anyhow im going to stone.
lala.
im still super nervous for friday.
sigh im really afraid i black flag again.
i just cant seem to tackle strong winds.
argh.
oh yeahh (:
sammie bought my a pair of shorts and new shoes!
:D i LOVE HAVING AN OLDER SISTER.
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Monday, December 05, 2005
i was running today to jelita.
and well...
when i got home i screamed for 5 whole minutes!
not because i reached my ideal weight or not because of anything good.
but because a stupid worm had fallen from the tree onto my hair whilst i ran.
and i didnt realise until that damned thing had made its way to the side of my shirt.
wah so gross.
i swear.
so gross that i scrubbed my hair so hard that my scalp hurt like crap after that.
i've thus decided why do i want the stupid uzap when i can just get a treadmill instead(:
no trees whilst running, no worms!
woohooo!(: and still can lose weight.
not bad ah!
anyhow byte champs on friday.
damn worried because im really bad in strong winds.
i just cant seem to clutch on to the mainsheet it keeps slipping through my hands.
and it gets damn annoying cuz my gloves tend to want to slip off too.
except they can't.
yeah and i always capsize in strong winds so im damn worried lah.
not only that; i always end up in irons ...
sucks.
anyhow;
i just realised how very burnt i am and how i need to even out this tan.
how? i have no clue man.
haha.
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
funkylicious
V | Vain |
A | Accurate |
L | Lively |
E | Emotional |
R | Relaxed |
I | Intelligent |
E | Enchanting |
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i like to move it move it.
you like to move it move it.
we like to..
MOVE IT!
hehh..boredom kills.
just went running but im not sure whether u can count it as running since i walked for like half an hour out of the one hour and 5 mins.
for some obscure reason i couldnt run today;
kept having stitches.
and i've been eating like a pig lately.
quite gross really.
AIYAH..and the stupid uzap is so bloody expensive.
rawr.
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Friday, December 02, 2005
BE BEEF FREE!
JOIN THE COW CAMPAIGN!
-moo.
and my bid to lose weight is NOT working!
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i have learnt my lesson well from today's experience.
NEVER try and be macho and go wakeboarding in the morning and later on fly down to nsrcc to sail.
cuz u know why? u wont have any strength man!
haha my limbs are like dropping off my body
i seirously cldnt sail to save my life lah.
haha no strength at all to tackle the wind.
rocks ah?
but seriously;
wakeboarding is super fun.
haha i think im gonna do it again.
but yeah its super tiring.
grins (:
though an advice to beginners is err.
dont drop the wakeboard on your finger.
heh it's RATHER painfull...
and my left index finger is SORT OF swollen.
hahaha rocking ah?
so action right?.
grinsss.
yeaps.
anyhow i shall now go nurse my aching self.
and err go stone a bit and get salt water out of my ears.
sick lah been in salt water the whole day.
i bet i'll die of high cholesterol hahahaha.
anyhow;
cheerio!
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
on a lighter note from my previous post;
zee and i have come up with a cow campaign!.
we're beef-free!
a free cow is a happy cow!
so cmon moo with us and join the cow campaign!( alliteration!)
haha
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you know how sometimes no matter you try to get something out of your head it just never seems to budge? and like its just jammed up there.
with like no solution except time.
and even time itself seems like its betraying you when it keeps coming to a stand still.
and forcing upon you to keep remembering things u want to forget?
yeah that's exactly how i feel right about now.
no matter how much it hurts and how much suffering these thoughts bring you;
you just never seem to let them go.maybe its cuz im clutching on to them or something.
i dont know why really.
maybe i need to start over a new to forget all of them and recover from it.
but why is it just so bloody difficult to do so.
this sucks.seriously sucks.
im tired of being upset.
im tired of thinking about these thoughts.
im tired of waiting for time to quickly pass.
and most importantly im tired of succumbing into such foolish memories and thoughts.
im tired for being so elusive and submissive.
im really tired and i really want to let go.
normally; when i drown myself in work.
or when i submerge myself in like my ccas and become a full time workaholic,
it takes away all my worries and anxieties.
but it just doesnt seem as easy anymore.
its getting frustrating.
at times thoughts of giving in come but i have to force myself to let them go.
maybe the theory of becoming a workaholic to forget things doesnt really have any effect on me anymore since i keep doing it.
and as much as i want to let go, there's one solution im going to void myself of doing.
and thats to find another alternative to these thoughts.
another avenue, another prey.
anyone who thinks im crazy from this post;
go ahead.
but i really am going mad if this prolongs any longer.
i just wish i hadnt even let time pass so fast.
im just gonna try the workaholic thing one more time.
if not..haha i think i'll just lash it all out at
tccanyhow;
today was pretty bad.
didnt even run..
sigh..did a hundred situps though.
going wakeboarding tmr (: super excited.
yeaps.gonna just overload myself till i reach maximum capacity then i'll see how.
grins.
oh yeah next yr;
i have
debates; sailing; mun; grade 8 examination.
AND im helping out for dance.
haha cool ah..
and did i mention? its my O LEVELS next yr.
grin. wish me luck
btw the osim uzap is $268.
(:.
im too bloody darn broke to spend my cash on that haha.
i'd rather keep running with my nice shoes .
and dammit. i lost my walk to remember cd
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