Saturday, December 10, 2005
on empty plainsi make my claimsto what belongs to thy.the melting smile.the toffee i smellit all just goes so well.the face i seeis grey like meyet pleasant it is indeed.i hear them sayit is to stayand sway along with thee.in smiles i breakdespite my achereminds me much of cake (:haha i realised im not very good with happy poems.but oh wells.
anyhow today's competition sucked.
my start wld have been oh so brilliant had i not been afraid of those stupid nat sailors.
sighh i had heaved two right in front of the whole nat squad.
just beside the OD boat.
not bad eh?
but it was all too good to be true;
i got scared by the whole nat squad cuz they kept cursing at me that i tagged away.
and hence my awful results.
-smashes head against the wall.
nvm that.
i got stuck in a huge mass of boats at the downwind mark.
and ended up in irons.
oh god forbid.
yeah.
but despite all this crap.
im still a super happpy person today.
haha and i have no clue why.
but oh wells.
anyhow;
im aching alr.cuz i was hiking out like crap for the first close haul up.
but...no matter what i do.
people just seem to surpass me.
im pretty glad that it stormed though.
really didnt want to do a second race.
-sigh
i guess i gotta brace myself for at most 3 races tmr.
-sob. and i tire out after one.
the brilliance i am is seriously unbelievable.
there's something i realised today too.
i seriously SERIOUSLY need to get another skin for my ipod.
if i look at this pink skin for one more week im gonna scream.
-.-" my dad and his weird logics.
sigh means i gotta pay for my own grey one.
ugh.
anyhow.
am awaiting school to be opened and get killed by the teachers for not doing my work.
hahaha i think im gonna fail all the opening tests.
sigh.
anyhow;
in the meantime thou shall just stone and be happy stoning.
i wld preferbly like to sleep earlier as well.
-yawn slept at like 130...and woke up at 630...
god knows why.
oh yeah was on the train just now.
and it was seriously hilarious.
haha i was talking to sham, and we were discussing about our aspirations.
and this is what i have decided im gonna do in the coming future.
1. learn the guitar and drums and start my own band.
we're gonna make it big man! haha.
2. learn how to play "the blower's daughter" on my guitar and sing it in lounges.
3. learn how to play tennis and somehow become the next maria sharapova (:
4. start my own political party or alternatively join the man in white haha.
5. become some super famous catwalk star adorning my own designs.
6. compose many many many poems.compile them and sell it to schools to use for unseen poem!(: GRIN.
anyhow.
i shall now go STONE!
im gaining weight AGAIN..sigh cuz i keep eating so much and later convincing myself i need the energy for the competition.
which i hardly use in the end.
-gonngggg.
good song:
And so it isJust like you said it would beLife goes easy on meMost of the timeAnd so it isThe shorter storyNo love, no gloryNo hero in her skyI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes...And so it isJust like you said it should beWe'll both forget the breezeMost of the timeAnd so it isThe colder waterThe blower's daughterThe pupil in denialI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off of youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes off youI can't take my eyes...Did I say that I loathe you?Did I say that I want toLeave it all behind?I can't take my mind off of youI can't take my mind off youI can't take my mind off of youI can't take my mind off youI can't take my mind off youI can't take my mind...My mind...my mind...'Til I find somebody new
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