Friday, December 23, 2005
sorry for ruining the festive mood with my depressing poems.
but here's another one.
fresh from my brain this morning.
lol.
confusion i feelsadness is here.hollow, my pain;so empty within.this weight i carry,is nothing like berry.it's weighing me down,from doning my crown.my wait has been;futile indeed.droop down within,lives on, my pain.whatever happened,from trust to stoned.for now i can't.not even- give chance.how sweet these beasts, they always please.yet behind their cover,we then discover;their shares of hateand claws unleash t'wards bait.as time wears on.the sherry is gone,fl'ers withered oldand life's gone cold.a glass once full,is now of bull.forever will be,resistance from she.because of once,upon that ounce. that sealed her strength,ds'pite the great length.a fool she'd been,a hero though seen.a beast she kept,for it she wept.hmm.. before everyone starts thinking im suicidal.
lol nah im not.
you know when you have one of those troubling thoughts.
that never go away.
yeahhh that's whats been lingering in me.
btw have i mentioned.
that when you're feeling rather down and well alone;
dont ever walk in the rain and listen to damien rice.
cuz trust me if u're not strong enough and have no friends.
haha you're seriously gonna enter into depression or become suicidal.
cuz thats exactly what i did yesterday and whoaaa.
i was swept away like the rainwater dropping into the drain and flowing through into the canal.
haha basically i got even more depressed.
but then again when u enter a house which encompasses samantha goh( my sis) how can you ever feel sad..lol.
yeah haha.
anyhow just ran to town from home.
not long really, 33 minutes..-.-"
doesnt even fulfill my full 40 mins that i normally run.
so im now contemplating on whether i should run back too.
haha but gotta be home by 530? need to go for penitential service.
whoo!
christmas eve tmr!
and im sick.
lol im coughing like a crazy cow.
sighh.nvm prevents me from eating anything fried.
what im crazy about now:
"Amie"Nothing unusual, nothing strangeClose to nothing at allThe same old scenario, the same old rainAnd there's no explosions hereThen something unusual, something strangeComes from nothing at allI saw a spaceship fly by your windowDid you see it disappear?Amie come sit on my wallAnd read me the story of OAnd tell it like you still believeThat the end of the centuryBrings a change for you and meNothing unusual, nothing's changedJust a little older that's allYou know when you've found it,There's something I've learned'Cause you feel it when they take it awaySomething unusual, something strangeComes from nothing at allBut I'm not a miracleAnd you're not a saintJust another soldierOn the road to nowhereAmie come sit on my wallAnd read me the story of OAnd tell it like you still believeThat the end of the centuryBrings a change for you and meAnd Amie come sit on my wallAnd read me the story of OAnd tell it like you still believeThat the end of the centuryBrings a change for you and meits by damien rice btw.
and another super good song to check out: delicate/
haha but be warned..they are super sad songs.
moo.
yeahh
a merry christmas everyone and a happy new year (:
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