Sunday, February 05, 2006
im damn fucking exhausted.
i so fucking want and wish that i could leave singapore and start afresh everything.
debates been great and everything.
been stressful but fun.
and i love it.
sailing's been slack and its nt too bad.
but everything else sucks.
i hate it .
rmb my new yr's resolution to not say the f word more than once in a month?
well broken.
im so freaking tired/
i dont want to take up anymore damned commitments.
and i just wanna get over and done with my o lvls.
i dont want to get into anything serious.
i dont want anything disrupting my studies or my ccas.
i just want to take a break and do things the way i want to and not how other command me to do so.
i hate being threatened.
i hate being forced.
i hate being belittled.
i hate having restricted perimeters set by people who shldnt be doing so
and i hate having to succumb to another.
i love the fact that i have something called freedom.
and that im a workaholic.
FUCK OFF EVERYTHING.
give me a break.
AH FUCK.
let me apologise though.
for my tremendous usage for a horrible word.
but im really DAMN frustrated.
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