Monday, February 20, 2006
sighh..im gaining weight like crazy.
arghhh...
anyhow.
aep today was pretty interesting.
i've changed my entire project for the third time.
even my theme..-.-"
so i've basically gotta start from square 1. brilliance i swear.
but its okay..
haha cuz aep is the only subject i'll willingly and always give my all for.
afterall, without aep i dont know where i'd be man.
grins.
just read my tagboard and i've decided that anonymous is right(:
so what if i work hard and everything, it doesnt necessarily get me into rj or vj.
but u know what. i dont give a fuck.
cuz simply,im just gonna give it all i got.
do my best and see how things go.
vj, rj, nj are all places and goals im inspired to want to achieve.
and if the outcome proves that i cant drop by at least 11 points.
then so be it (:.
if im really not meant to go there. maybe not having the abilities needed to.
i'll gladly accept that fact. and i'll probably just end up in aussie like my sis lol.
or i'll pursue art. a sign i guess.
grins (: so yeap.
but im hoping im not worth just 20 pts;
cuz i got that without putting my 100 percent effort in it.
so i think i can do better than that (:
cuz i got that with studying 4 out of my 10 subs.LOL.
but lady luck was pretty much on my side too.
so yeap!
(:
anyhow,
the ankle's good.
really disappointed i didnt register in time for the dualthlon though ):.
ran 2km this morning.
and damn did it feel good after not running for 2 weeks (:.
lalala.
anyhow.
gotta go do research and first hand drawings for aep!
cheerio!(:
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