you know that you're one step away from insanity and depression;
when there's a green apple core in ur mouth for the pasthalf an hour
when ur aim to go hiatus is clearly failing.
when u cant fucking do the damned math papers.
when u just dont want to talk to anyone.
when all u really want to have is silence and sit in a corner.
when u wont stop eating and piling on the excess food even though u're bursting inside.
when you're crazily under-performing and know you can do better.
when u want to be in the top 40 but know u'll never be there.
when you wonder whether there's anywhere else better than home and just want to be under house arrest.
when the television is nothing but a box.
when all you ever want to do these days is sleep.
when all you ever do IS sleep.
when you know that you're hopeless at everything you do but keep convincing yourself you're almost there.almostbut never.
when you know ur examinations are so close yet you do nothing.
when you're stressed because you're stressed that ure not and desserts dont help no more. not even lychee ice cream.
and when all you really want to know now is why is the sky blue and not grey.
no im not a miracle; no im not a saint just another soldier standing on the road to nowhere. nothing unusual;nothing's change. just little older thats all.
